I dont think you do, but we'll pretend.

Listening to: More Strizaylight Run
Feeling: eek!




BIGegosRme (5:26:18 PM): im listening to some hot techno right now keeteeleen (5:26:30 PM): really now BIGegosRme (5:26:33 PM): o yes keeteeleen (5:26:51 PM): i have some really great memories from techno. BIGegosRme (5:26:59 PM): u and scott and chris? BIGegosRme (5:27:05 PM): or kyle BIGegosRme (5:27:10 PM): ....i forget keeteeleen (5:27:22 PM): scott and kyle keeteeleen (5:27:33 PM): chris? hm.. no. lol werid choice BIGegosRme (5:28:10 PM): i couldnt remember the name for the life of me BIGegosRme (5:28:11 PM): lol keeteeleen (5:28:29 PM): but yeah scott and kyle BIGegosRme (5:29:09 PM): tahts aweosme keeteeleen (5:29:53 PM): yes. i miss that a lot. BIGegosRme (5:30:20 PM): do u still like scott? keeteeleen (5:30:38 PM): no keeteeleen (5:30:48 PM): i just miss everything about our relationship BIGegosRme (5:31:27 PM): definetly know what u mean

Yeah,I don't think she does. I loved Scott with all of my heart, and basically did anything in my courage and power for him. I have so many fond memories with him, I can't even count that high..(so I can't count past a hundred. shut up).
But really, he was a lot of my firsts. Most of them actually..everything but kiss. I don't mean to sound like a perv, but I remember the first time we had an intimate moment was in the movie theatre. For Christmas 2003, I gave myself to him. After Christmas, there was no stopping our love. Except for my mom. And she most definitely did stop it. I hated her for it, but I loved her at the same time. I did feel like I was trapped in the relationship. I was scared of making him mad, and it got to the point where everything I did made him mad. So I got free of the relationship. But now, I miss it more than ever. Really, I made memories I never knew were possible to make and then not be able to have forever.
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katelyn.. im sorry. i wish i could relate or something. youre so fucking real, and smart.

i like reading your journal. its written very well, like jenny g's. and jenny g is hard to top.

and i need to tell you something.
[Anonymous]
and that header thing is a hotass beatles song. and it kicks ass.
[Anonymous]
its nothing too important, i just think youd enjoy hearing it. and im not posting it online. lol

erin [ciaobaby]
[Anonymous]
wow your diary is 320938298 times cooler than mine!! heres the code for the entries



just take out the space after the first arrow. how did u get the star things and make your font all cool.. lol.
[Anonymous]
I have ski masked girls on speed dial.
cool diary!!