IT WOULD NEVER BE A DISSAPOINTMENT. Her attempt at writing had failed. She slowly closed her notebook and sighed, knowing she had been lying in nowhere for an extended amount of time. It took several minutes for her to open her life and read through tradgity after another. One caught her eye immediatly. "October 24, 2004. Today I went to..." but that didn't matter. "...then it made me think of things I love. Then it made me think of Jane." Eryn recalled them together that day. "... and if I ever lost Jane I don't know what I would do.... so I hugged her. Hard. Then I told her everything.... that we needed to be there for each other." It was then Eryn recalled a moment which she unintentionally left out of her notebook. A part which she never worried about, a part which never would happen. Jane's words spoke through her head... with all the things she said. (("Eryn, I just want you to know something..." Eryn was staring at her. She memorized her face. "... if I ever die, I just want you to know... it would never be a suicide... ok?" She laughed. "Stop it, Janey. You won't die."))