hey i'm back....... i live in a life full of lies and pain which you probably know if you have read my diary.........i don't know why but i have been holding back things my life my secrets behind closed doors yearz ago i don't relise why but since i've been through most of the presures in life already but i know no why i have i have never had the chance to share it but now i can show others that i have a life and that i feel all emotions of others leaning on my shoulders not that i care about that but i know now there is a light at the end of every tunnel and you are standing their wid open hands thanx your the best you help me get through alot like quit smoking and make me laugh like i've never done before you are my friend, my sole mate thanx agen bye bye talk to you soon buds you rule.......joe