today i feeel sick in the stomache.......i don't know why i miss chris, he told me he loved me i said i love you too and thats the truth.......theres just one thing that i don't like about chris is hes to luvy duvy but thats not really the issue we never spend time together......hes always to buzy hanging wid friends i am really scared our relationship will fall apart........all last night i was upset i cried over him in fact he is the only guy ive cried over......i am really sad i wish i wasn't......i wish someone would just hold me.......gtg talk to you soon guys i really aint up for anymore writing.....