today i try to change my ways.....i started by helping others that came to me for advice but i feel they were being try hards i try to find myself in a world destroyed by hatred and inpurity we all live wid this we should be able to change it, i would try if i had someone beside me to take the step, let me out of this prison.....some days its like to hard to handle and i want to cut myself to stop this pain willl it ever end.....i feel sorry for everyone. the people who don't appreciate life don't deserve to live......like me!!!! goodbye all....hope we may talk once again someday. luv always joe aka (Tamara)