hey peepz this is just a word for all my peepz that i luv n adore so much!!! TeGz- hey gurl....well u already noe that i luv ya heaps n that i really value our friendship ...i've known u for 3 yrs now n well we've had our ups n downs but we still got through n now more than eva i luv ya more n am so happy we're friends....ur my best friend n ur like my sister! luv ya lots hun n 4eva!!! xxoxx AmBa-heyz g wat up? well lets say we havent really had any problems in our friendship n that really surprises me...lol.....in a good way!!! ur a heaps good friends n i luv ya to death!!!!!ur an awesome person n dont eva change k.... luv ya alwayz xxoxx LaUrEn.B-hey lauren, how r u? i luv ya so so much...lol....(thankyou)...lol..but im serious i've known u for 3 yrs n well at first we werent really good friends but now ur 1 of my best friends....n i hope we stay like that 4 lyf!! luv ya xxooxx AiMeE-hey baby !!wat up? i luv ya so much n im so glad that ur one of my friends...the past few weeks that i've known ya ...i been havin a blast...u alwayz make me laugh..n ur alwayz there ...thankyou!! luv u xxooxx JaMeLeH-hey g.....i luv ya soo much n i hope u dont end up goin coz i will cry!!!....u've been a good friend n well ur a good person....alwayz mamba that u've got a friend in me..n i'll alwayz b there for u no matter wat!!! luv ya xxooxx DaYnA-hey dayna.....how r u?well were do i start....u rox!!!...lol....ur such a good friend..n u alwayz make me laugh n smile!!!...i luvb ya so much even if i dont tell u much!!!...lol luv ya alwayz xxooxx LaUrEn.C-hey canoe...lol...ur a really good friend n ur way smarter than me....lol......thanks for everything that u've done for me this yr! luv u xxooxx HaNNaH-hey hannah....how r u? well we havent been as close this yr but u've still been my friend!! n even if im sometimes a bitch...i still luv ya heaps....n i hope that we become closer next yr! luv ya xxooxx i'll finish this later!!!

heyz peepz well guess wat....im havin a great time...lol i got no idea y but i feel really happy....everythings just goin really good for me..... lol yeh well me n tegs r like good fwends again....which is good!!!!! n well everyone n everything is bak to normal n im not confused......yeh!!!! so i went to work experience last week...n well it was hell good...but thats only coz i saw like amber nearly everyday n ta lady i waz workin with had nothin for me to do so i had about 5 breaks everyday.....lol...n also i was sopposed to work from 9-5pm but i only went until like 2pm everyday...lol omg...i nearly forgot all da hot goss....lol k well i finally saw this dean guy that everyone knows....n well he's not hot....on thursday he also got arrested but like thats a whole new diary entry...lol....n i saw shawnie(aka skank) at livingston....bitch i hate her!!!! yeh she told lauren that i neva saw her but i did she waz with hr mummy n her sister.....n i felt like i had an erge or sumthin to go hit her but i dont know y i didnt....i thhink i kinda freaked out coz i waz scared she might get her mummy on to me...n well she cant fight her own fights so she gets her mum involved.........scared shit..... lol k well yeh i cant really memba everything rite now so i'll get bak to uz all.....soon...... oh also on wednesday...i think ........me n amber n jess were walkin to hungry jacks wen we saw shane n taz.....then amber said ohh look there pumpin there things up.....lol....that was so funny i nearly pissed my self....lol yeh then about couple of minutes lata we got kicked outta hungry jacks coz taz n shane were smokin....dickheads..... yeh k g2g cyaz luv alwayz sadaf xxoooxx

heyz peepz wzp? how u all been? k well my life keeps gettin more weirder every fukin day... i dunno why but me n tegs arent talkin that much again.......its really weird coz we r sometimes but we just stop after a while...n i hav no idea why....like we talk on ta fone n stuff but at skool she dont talk to me ........i dunno but its really stupid n i get really pissed off..... anywayz she told me that i dont spend enough time wit her n that im alwayz wit amber but thats coz she neva has time for me......like at recess n lunch she hangs out wit donna n i know she doesnt like me.....n well i dont want to be a "tagalong" so amber is there n plus amber is a really good friend n i can talk to her bout anything n well i like hangin out wit her we hav heaps of fun together......n its not like i dont wanna hang out wit tegs i do....heaps but she'z neva there so i dont see why shes complainin bout that....... oh well.....jaimies leavin to seven oaks.....n i think ajay is goin to singapore or somethin but he might just be lying... anywayz yeh i'll go now.... n amber why u not at skool........n did u get the job at inner harmony? plz say u did coz if u didnt im gonna cry.....i'll b a loner....lol k cyaz all...... luv alwayz sadaf xxooxx

alright now i guess..... lol heyz peepz wzp...yesterday i went to my first day of work experience and well lets just say i neva wanna become a teacher.... i swear those things were not children.....they were animals...... anywayz im at skool.....right now ....i g2g coz yeh...cyaz all luv alwayz sadaf xxoooxx shawnie i dont hav bombs....lol im against terrorism....lol luv me....

well hey peepz......how r u all? well i hope u all r feeling way betta than me!!! i feel soooo depressed!!! im not sure exactly wat it is but it happens weneva im at skool!!! wit ta peepz that i call my "friendz". i just let tegan read my diary entry about donna ......n well she said shez not pissed off....but i dont really think thats wat i was expectin her reply to be......... i thought after our recent fight everything waz all good!!! but oviously not!!! she talks to me but not like i want it to be...but i guess thats just a part of life....u noe.....not alwayz gettin wat u want...lol omg im just bablin crap on.... yeh well donna wasnt at skool today...which waz good i guess!!! but amber wasnt here and i miss her!!!!...lol k well i gotta go to 5th session now....wit every1 so yeh cyaz all luv alwayz sadaf p.s=amber ring me!!!! xxooxx

heyz everyone.....well seems ike fukin bordom and bitchyness has caught up wit me....again..... today amber didnt come to skool and well seriously without her i am lost....luv ya amber.... it feels as if people i thought were my fwends arent and well that makes me feel really sad..... i think that all thyis shit started off wen me and tegs were havin a big fight.....and even though i love tegs like a bestie....i think she went and told every1 everything......and well its really no of their buissness.....i just wish that things could be how they were b4....everyone waz friends and we all hung out and had heaps of fun.......now as soon as i come everyone leaves and yeh.... today all ta peepz were sittin in ta art room when me and lauren came in everyone left ta desk and moved to ta other one across ta room.....then tegs and lauren went wit donna and zoe.... and well i just looked at tegan and thought well donna has her and donna dont want me to have anything to do wit her.....tegs started to walk back to me and said " this is so fukin hard" and i thought well it neva used to be hard like b4 ta holidays but now its "so fukin hard"... i have recently tried to be sooo nice to every1 and well i hav gained a couple of stuff like some of ta peepz i neva really talked to talk to me now and were all really good fwends, and i also feel way betta bout myself and how i talk to people.....but i dont get why im losing sooo much at ta same time.... :( anywayz i just wished that everything could b ta same again......but i think that i gotta start acceptin that donna will probably make tegs hate me b4 ta end of ta year......and i dont think i hav ta strenghth any more to try and convince her that i really value our friendship..... oh crap.....im sooo gonna cry now.... k im gonna go now cyaz all and alwayz rememba keep every moment a memory....coz one day wen u want it to b there it wont.... cyaz luv alwayz sadaf p.s- amber i got ur money!!!!

lol hey peepz shawnie (aka biach) is on lol wat a little slut.......she blocked me off her diary.....lol......i still cant get ova that then after i rote that diary bout her she wrote a reply and thought that she like shut me up.........lol.........yeh rite!!!!!! well shawnie if u read this.....stop talkin shit bout every1 and also i havent 4got bout u........lol i noe where u live and i can get peepz down there with 1 single fone call so fuk off and stop thinkin ur ta most hottest shit coz no1 likes u......lol anywayz sorry every1 else.....i lv u all !!!!! luv alwayz sadaf xxooxx

heyz peepz wzp? i rang tegs yesterday and finally made her talk........well she kinda had to....... yeh so itz all good and were fwends again.......so yeh......amber didnt come to skool 2day again....... amber if u read this plz come 2moro.......i get soooo bored sometimes .......lol k well thats all thats happened so far 2day k lauren is ere ......makin music......lol k cyaz all luv alwayz sadaf xxooxx

wtf? u dumb bitch shawnie!!!!!!!! u r a slut and if i aint seen it others hav...... right now if shane and his gf broke up.....amber has more of a chance than u eva will.......so why dont u piss off and get ova it....... and u think blockin me will get rid of me....lol yeh rite......u hav no idea who i am so fuk of or i'll make u!!!!! u choose!!!! rite now i feel so sorry for shane amber and all ur "friends" (if u hav any) or at least pplz who were ur friends becoz they had to put up wit ur shit!!!! and just thinkin bout how much they went through coz of u makes me feel sad!!! GET OVA URSELF......N MOVE ON.......FAR ON...... Luv alwayz sadaf! xxooxx

lol heyz peepz wzp well lately theres been heaps of crap goin on but i only hav 5 mins to rite this so yeh..... shawnie is bein ta biggest bitch ever and not only to me but to people that i care about......n 1 thing that every1 noes is that i love all my friends and i would do anythin 4em . amber loves shane.....shawnie loves shane.......shawnie had her chance and blew it........amber didnt.......shawnie thinks shane neva liked amber.......but shane did, and even asked her out.......... so shawnie is just bein a selfish little bitch now and wont fukin let go of ta fact that shane dont like her....... anywayz i hate kathleen n im gonna do somethin 2 her wit my peepz on da weekend......that bitch is fuked up... g2g love ya alwayz sadaf xxxooxxx

heyz just a quick entry..... well nicole dumped daniel.....n i dunno why but im happy.....lol....im sooo rude.... amba is ere n shane just left. he seems to b actin really weird n shit so yeh.... tegs came back 2day...yeh omg lauren murphy that bitch is ere now and she hangs out wit our group so i keep goin wit amba plus amber is so more of a better friend and interestin than there borin depressin lives.....omg im being rude again... k well i'll rite in ere again soon....... luv alwayz sadaf p.s-my bro found out bout my fight so hez gonna help out but i rather not say how......lol

WZP peepz how u'll been ? well bak to skool 2day........this sucks....... but i still get to c my fwends so thats cool.... yeh i had a wicked ass holidays....i had heaps of fun....lol this is just a list of some shit i got up to..... me and my fwends went to caro bout over 10 times. we went to like 4 partys but i didnt do mmuch damage cuz adults usually turned up.....lol and i havent told no1 but i got high like 3 times........ i noe im soooooo stupid 4 doin that but i just couldnt resist.... omg i almost 4got i egged kathleen aka motherfukin slut fuker z house........i noe thats pathetic but it aint ova......lol thats just to let her noe that im still pissed and i aint gonna quit till she sayz sorry ........ yeh movin on.......nicole is goin out wit daniel!!!!!! wen i found out i was sooooo pissed off......but im kinda ova it now.......i just dont really want her to be like talkin all ta time bout him cuz most peepz (not nicole) new that i still kinda like him but im not gonna do shit all bout it coz nicoles my friend.......yeh k i gotta go now coz this sessions ova soon k... luv ya alwayz sadaf

heyz peepz.....how ull been? im hell upset and last night couldnt stop cryin..... my cuzin and older sis left to sydney.....and even though that sounds stupid it feels as if they r a billion miles away..........ohhhh I MISS EM SO MUCH!!!!!! i want em to come bak....... im gonna go around ta world at ta end of ta year.....i cant wait..... omg this anna chik....at my skool wrote a comment on my diary and it totally pissed me off....and rite now thats sooooo bad for her cuz i feel like punchin her in ta fukin face......but unlike her i respect otha peepz evn if there younger than me......k to tell u ta truth i respect em sometimes until they fuk up......like if any1 sayz anything bout me my fwends,family i will fuk there lives up so much till they apoligise and make sure they mean it.....,.... anywayz shez sooooo not important.... k hi amber !!!!!!! you wuv shane stilll!!!!!! ur goin through denial....... lol k cyaz luv alwayz sadaf

heyz peepz wzp...... how ya'll been? anywayz this mornin jaimie came to my house and we were gonna walk 2 skool but i decided to catch a bus..... son we didnt walk and she ended up stayin ova my place for like 20 mins or somethin......then caught ta bus 2 skool.......i hate ta bus..... anywayz im not comin to skool on monday coz my cuz is leavin and even if she leaves on tuesday......on monday were gonna go 2 mandurah or somethin......dunno yet? ok i g2g this sessions like ova... i got english now....yeh.......not!!!! i hate ms gryzlybear....... k luv alwayz sadaf i'll miss u all.

heyz wzp peepz im hell bored everyones bein a bitch 2 me and i hate it.......i keep tryin 2 talk 2em but it feels as if they just keep pushin me away..... tegans cool though shes being all normal wit me unlike lauren and all the otha random peepz..... anywayz im walkin to skool wit jamie 2moro.....yeh!!!! i alwayz wanted to walk but i would probably get bored wit my sis.....lol k i hav food and fashion next.... so i betta hurry up and put my fake friendly smile........i dont even feel like smilin and i dont know why??? i feel sad and depressed in a way.....but i think its just 1 of those days when everything just suxz!!!!! cyaz luv alwayz sadaf p.s -i wanna go home!!!!!i miss my cuzin

heyz wzp? i havent wrote in here 4 like 2 days but it feels like ages..... anywayz on tuesday i left early and me and my cuz and her husband and baby went to AQWA.......it waz already cold and wen we got there just bein surrounded by water made u fell colder......lol omg i touched a starfish and somthin that looked like a stingray but i dont think waz.....lol anywayz lastnight my bro and sis took em to freo and there was some fair or somthiing and they had heaps of fun...... 2day is my mums b-day HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!! were havin a party 4 her 2day and 2moro as well but thats for our "HOUSE" party!!!! k i g2g cyaz luv always sadaf

heyz wzp........i told ya i'll b bak..... so today we went to kings park and it waz hell funny shit.......lol wen we got there we went to ta statue monument thingy ......and my cuz husband went and stood on top of ta stairs and he started dancing ......he wasnt drunk or anythin but it looked like he waz....lol then he said he waz gonna get my hat and start beggin 4 money and then he prosimed that he waz gonna go 2 ta city 2moro and do that at forrest chase and i waz like .....thank god im goin to skool 2moro...lol... anywayz these last few dayz we hav so many peepz comin ova and it so pisses me off.......my mums said shes gonna hav a party on friday night.....yeh and im hell excited coz i havent seen my friends in ages.....and wen theres a party they alwayz come....lol k im gonna go but i'll b bak.... luv alwayz sadaf

heyz peepz wzp.......my cuz is finally here.....yeh.....her husband and baby boy r here as well......her baby boy is soooo cute......anywayz im hell tired i slept at like 3.30 /4.00am last night ..........which is really this mornin...........? oh stuff that im confused................omg i nearly 4got...... Sandra g is comin this week i think like on monday or tuesday. i cant wait i miss her... anywayz i went to carousel 2day....but i wasnt "allowed" to get with any guys coz my cuz waz with me and she would get angry .........i didnt really c many peeps from this skool except roshan and random peepz who i dont really know or care bout and they arent really important either.......i saw heaps of peepz from lynwood ......most of tha hotties ........but i didnt talk 2em i just said hi and that waz that. k well im gonna go . ill rite in ere 2moro..... luv alwayz sadaf

heyz im in health rite now and its so fukin boring i rekon they should do sex ed.....at least were havin fun there.........here we gotta do a pamphlet on a drug which is due next friday and we've had 3 weeks or somthin but i havent even started it yet.......anywayz i didnt end up goin 2 caro last night which pissed me off sooooooo much........i waz like ready and everything and i told my mum im goin then she had a yell at me that we got peepz comin ova and i cant go .....so yeh.......it waz daniels b-day yestaday and well i neva really told tegs to tell him i ssaid happy b-day but i wanted to,,.....anyways i g2g i hav maths now.....yeh....not!! k byez luv alwayz sadaf....

heyz its like daniels b-day today.....1st september........happy b-day daniel........anywayz i havent wrote in here for ages.........its tamaras party 2day and i dont think i can go........but im gonna try.........anywayz guess wat my cousins comin 2moro, with her baby boy and her husband.....im hell excited cuz ive neva seen any of my cousins b4.........yeh!!!!! so my ipod has no charge but i cant be stuffed takin it out of my bag (which is just on ta floor next 2 me).....lol im so fukin lazy......lol so yeh im gonna go and rite in here 2moro k. luv alwayz sadaf...