well today is saturday. just got the internet back. we lost it on thursday night. well natalie still hates me. which is so dumb. b/c all i have to say is that if somebody did to her wat she did she would want somebody to tell her. hm..i smell hypocrite. oh well. what do i know im just an idiot anyways right?? and im nothing but a controling nasty bitch. and i hit my friends. and i guess im all the sudden a dike. wow i love these ppl who think they know everything bout me. NOT!!! well anyways. i get to drive all day. and im going for my license on monday. Halloween. way cool. but im not doing anything for halloween. which is depressing. I always go out with my friends. but this year no one. yay im just an idiot. just one of those things right chrissy. lol. i dont care i love the rath of chrissy. watever that is suppose to mean. i love you chrissy you are truly amazing. you are one of the strongest ppls i know and you been thru alot. Same with kathy. Im proud of the both of you you both are truly amazing and i need you guys here with me on earth. I wouldnt want it any other way. we will always have our downs and our fights but we are always there for each other and we get thru it. that is wat is truly amazing bout us. we rock the world. we are truly best friends. i love you both. anyways. well parents should be home soon. last night i watched the sixth sense. truly awesome movie. i love the hollow too. "whats the matter junior you look like u've seen a ghost. AGAIN." my favoriterest part. lol. well im gonna go. and im still not nervous. omg what is wrong with me. lol. anyways. ttyl pan-pizzle and clarkbar represent the east standish side. lol. peace out kay