breath in for luck

im like about to cry no joke everything is just so messed up, and its really not a big deal but i just wish people wouldnt change their minds so much its just so inconsiderate. like ppl are telling me to miss school but i cant do that, i cant just miss it without telling my teacher because it would be rude to not come when im one of the main parts in the next scene, my other play doesnt care if i come because we work good together..just ahh i wish we would just keep the same plans because now i cant work out because i need to write my play review and i really need to workout, but its fine i just wont eat that much this weekend i guess.but whatever its okay. im not mad i guess..im just frustrated..but im moving on like the 9th or 10th so it will be fine none of this petty stuff will matter. ohh and i just remembered this this girl never told me when she gets back from michigan with these other girls andi kept asking her and she never told me..there for i just booked my plane ticket earlier because shes gunna be in new york and she never told me anything..but what is really annoying is shes telling me when i have to move..like i cant move late because i have to start a new school and a new life i need to meet people and get settled i dont have to leave earlier, but im a planner when it comes to things like this : ) and i have to know what exactly im doing
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ashlee we will be home on tlike the 10 er a day before .. the 9th yea
k ashlee i know thats obviously me ok u could have just said my name? but i DID tell u a while ago when we were getting back,and sorry if i wanna be with u more? like how is that a rude thing?and also my mom talked to ur mom yesterday and she told me that both of u are leaving later cuz ur gettting ur braces off later er something. but ok like i dont know what u've been telling me like are u trying to make me feel bad or something? -jen