so its wednesday.. i got back on sunday me kris and jame went on a crusie.. the enchantment of the seas =] and it fucking fucking amazingggggggggggggg. we met so many amazing people and jus went crazy and laughed the whole time .. went to dinner everynight at 6.. tanned during the day.. shows from nine to ten.. then hangin wit the boys. gah ! i miss it so much and i miss everyone and everything about it. burn one downn AHHH i miss jesse and kev and chris and derryl and damien and drew and jason and scaacyyy and lindsey and oregon boy ! hahah blah i wana go back. i love all of them. i want jesse to sing to us

im sitting home. sick. my throat hurts so bad all the time latley.. prally cuz i dunt sleep. yea. uhh things have been.. intresting? latley. im supposed to be at state this whole weekend but im staying home cuz i dunt feel good. 9 fucking days until i leave for spring break. thankgod.

i liked this weekend a lot so far =].. thursday - hung with kat after school n then had people at her house but i had to be home earlyy.. but it was still fun =] n we had no school fridayy friday- had people at kats again =] so much fun hahh uhh slept there.. messed up?! eh saturday- went ta confrence swimm meeet n hung wit mostly like mike ben tom matt christaa =].. nicky wasnt there cuz she spranged her ankle.. n we didnt have a sleepover which kinda suckked.

woah i havent updated in almost a month so since then .. um turnabout =] sooooo soo much better than homecoming i had so much fun.. the dance was good i spent the whole time with foley and like andrew and kind of kristy and then after our group was supposed to go to escape but me andrew foley gainnai and aj were like this is so gay so we didnt go there and we partied it up at ajs. n uhh i duno poms jus ended yesterday we had our last competetion and i have major mixed feelings. i was waiting fer ever fer it to end but now im sooo sad its reali werid.. i am going to miss everyone so much and i duno if im guna try out next year. its so confusingg. UGH ! ME KRISTY AND JAMIE ARE GOING ON A CRUISE SPRING BREAK TOGETHER !! IM SO FUCKING EXCITED !

seems like i havent updated in forever.. but its been 8 days? okay? um friday was random. went to the mall with kat and gracie. then to derryks with him jerm and bradley. they had like a fucking rave light show fog shit we were like what is rong with you stop. it was weriddddd. um today. practice fer poms like ALL FUCKING DAY . and then game.. after the game went to yen yen and then bryansss house with kristy and CHEWIEEEEE and ben and andrewwww and then like me bry and kristy left them and like went to liek this random kids house across the street. timmy n billy okay. so like i go with timmy to pick up his bro and no one would come with me. and so like his broher goes to get in the car and im like WTF and hes like WTF and hes in my science class and my world history class. yea it was nice. and awkward. hahaha um wow. yea. then i duno andrews pissed at me? i hope not? kill me? no yea im going on spring break wit kristy and jame SWEEEEEET. im hyper?@! what turnabout is like this weekend. werid. umm k.

hah tonight was so werid and random. i had a game, we did miricle dance, i fucked it up so much. yea then i stayed there fer varisty and it went into triple overtime.. i was into it? im a fag? um okay and it was a fucking blizard hahahah so i basically drove around fer like three hours with jamie cichy jake and zack and it was so random and i missed zack and jake i guess like i duno we pushed the car and got all wet and ate and jus like whatever had like fun and i think im reaolizing more and more like who and what acvtually matter. like friends that acutally care about me.. and friends that i dunt alwayz have to be going out er doing like amazing things likewe jus have an amazing time doing the stupidest things. after i dropped them all off i saw jen n kristy and then i went to jens and we ate and watched million dollar baby... well part of it. going downtown tomorrow i think? yea. oh and like bg people came to our school today too cuz they had finals. =] its snowing so much. ah SPRING BREAK . soon?

uhh yesterday. sat in my house in the morning feeling like shit and dead tierd then i went to my grandmas with my familyy and then kristy came over and then jamie came over n then we went to sams with mike max jase n adam and it was fun they just make me laugh =] yeaaaa. then i came home and got taco bell at like 2 in the mouring with my dad and then like sat up with him watching phantom of the opera and then talked to mike on the fone then talked to andrew on the fone then mike again then wenttt to sleep =] today went to the mall with kristy =] fucking school tomorrow break is over .

im so over all this shit. new year new start

uh so yesterday i was suppose to be grounded. sat in my house all day. went to dinner with my family to loumalnatis. got out of grounding =] went out with jamie to the movies and saw jase alex adam sam aj mike n everyone at cp. but jus hung with jamie jase adam alex and sam in red robin the whole time =] drove all them but sam home. yea. its new years =] going to joshs?

uhh so today woke up . had to watch my bro. kristy came over. we sat in my house fer ever. and ate. me kristy mitch eddie went to the mall we saw dane and jake johnson and mike kim and nick pagano and ross? there. then we saw ari. walked around fer a while. then we saw them again expect without dane and ross? and we chilled and ate. now im home ew i dun want winter break to end its boring but i do not want school.

so tonight was christmas eve =] mm

okay so. sat around until like 4ish then me kristy and jen went to see fun with dick and jane then me and kristy went to the mall christmas shopping.. then we met sam max adam alex jase people at the movies again and then we saw like everyone like josh and chase and ari and trev and kyle and aj and andrew and jack and gary and jus everyone i duno alot of people.. and i was supposed to go to gordons party tonight but i didnt want to and im really glad i didnt cuz everyone got in so much trouble mmm yea fun night =] ♥

went to gordons tonight with kat and sam and jessica and kayla and grace and kaylas sister and like robbie and joe and andrew and barnes and tweak and random people i duno. we chilled it was fun =]

kristy tried to take a picture of me in my lafowunda robe me kristy jen ash.. top of the mountian in the resturant/bar kristy me ash jen. haha look at my face =] oh hats. yes, we do have fun ash n me ♥

uh so yesterday i went home with jamie to her house.. then we went to blockbuster and then to sams house with max mike danny jase and andrew came later. we jus stayed in all ngiht but it was funny. their so werid.we watched like movies and listened to music and slept? mmhmm COUNTDOWNS. nmexico. 7 days. christmaseve. 14 days. newyearseve. 21 days.

friday- first basketball game. then varsity game. pretty much was at school all day. then went to brians wit kat n tova and jessica. saturday- gibson and bulls game with jamie leee my best friend hah =] sunday- AMAZINGGGG. skiing at alpine with jame mitch eddie zucker and reemby. SO MUCH FUN GAH haha i love them? cept all they talked about was andrew n jus wouldnt let it gooo =]

havent updated in a while.. its the last day of thanksgiving breakk.. so i havent upsdated since like the 13th?.. which was two weekends ago? um wtf did i do last weekend? o ok. last friday... chilled at my house wit tova kat gord kristy.. we all went like by escape and ran around and were really hyper and crazy and saw james and tony and saw ricky white and saw like all the sofmore guyz and like amy and sara and people and i duno yea me and tova got like bored and i duno we got picked up from my house and went to bryan jarrets house.. andrew and tj and like ben and some other kid and erica were there and we jus chilled in the hot tub and then erica left and we all went in the basement and chilled and then my dad picked me and tova up and we came back to my house and slept. last saturday.. me sam tova kat chilled at my house and then went to wendys and met up with jamie and then john chun and like sean and whoever picked us up and we went to like by aries house and to some party and it was so funny they like put a mark on our hand cuz it was 3 bucks to get in so we wrre like "3 dollars lost. memories gained." and we took picutres and were being weird and we left in liek 5 minutes and then like ricky and jarred picked us up and we went back like wendys parking lot and chilled fer a while and then i didnt have a ride and my mom got pissed so like amy drove me home.. and my parents grounded me . yeaaa. last sunday.. went to the bears game with my faimly and to greektown =] this weekend/ week, since it was thanksgiving break.. wednesday i had poms until 6 only i didnt practice cuz i didnt have shoes cuz someone took my bag haha .. so after poms i came home and then i think tova and sam came over and um yea we hahaha yea were being werid and stuff and then we got driven to this party like a band was there and shit and SOOO many fcking people like 200 no joke and yea we jus chilled there and like then after a while we walked to wendys.. like me tova and sam and stopped at gords on the way there and then i duno why wendys was like closed and so we like saw futterman and like some adam kid and then saw sean and john and whoeever and then andrew and bryan came from the party and met us there and then we chilled in blockbuster cuz it was freezing outside. and then my dad picked us up and took tova and sam home and then i went home. thursday was thanksgiving. the fam came over except my grandma counldnt cuz she was really sick.. o and in the morning i went with my mom dad brother and cousins n stuff downtown to help the people at this homeless thing =] uhh fridayy went to Big Bs/bryans wit tova and jessica and andrew and jake and christan and dan were there too and we chilled in the hot tub again but since it snowed we ran around in the snow in our bathing suits and sutff and me andrew and bryan had a contest to see who could stand in the snow the longest and i won =] hah uhh andrew went steaking? mm yea it was funny but freezzinggg.. and then we like chilled in the basement with brikley (his little sister) and it was hilarious haha wow. but then like tova got mad at me cuz she thought i liked bryan which i dunt at all and it sucks cuz like i hate when peope are mad at me and drama and shit and it sucks cuz i really didnt mean to do nething to like even show that i like him and ahhh i duno it was annoying cuz she wouldnt even like talk to me and i love tova and ah i hate fights. but yea after bryans my dad was in a really good mood cuz he won at the casino so he took us to the midnight harry potter show and we didnt get home until like 2.30 and it was so funny haha wow yea i duno .. so then tova and jessica slept over saturday .. AHH ok. so tova went home and was supposed to come back but liek didnt cuz im guessing it was cuz she was mad at me? and like kinda ditched me and went to sams and left me at my house with jessica . yea cool w.e so me jessica kristy and adam chilled at kristys fer like a little and then he left and then me kristy jessica amy rachel and stacy went to bghs for the shs vs bg game and it was SO fucking boring and so jessicas sister came and me and jessica left with her and went back to jessicas and then got stuck there and her dad drove me home atr liike 10.30 .. saturday sucked GAH. and then wen i got home i went to jens fer like an hour and talked to her about mexico and watched their videos and stuff.. stayed there til 11.45ish and then went home and went to sleep. today.. church. decorating my tree with my family.. going to rockbonki fer dinner tonight i think =]

um ok. so this weekend .. well friday was my dads birthday.. went out to lunch at wildfire with him and my mmom and then me and him went shoppingg.. then uh hung out wit kat and tova and sat in my house cuz we didnt know what we wanted to do and then tova had to go home and then me and kat went to derryks.. scotty and jerm were there and then phil came. we jus like hung out there. yeaa.. saturday .. um something souding firmilar? i sat at home with kat and tova hahaha um yea it was reali funny tho. then i slept at kats. yeaa. except like last night me and mike walker got in a fight about liek all this shit i duno so i duno what we are but i think were friends and stuff jus like i dunt like anyone

haha i was so liek in a bad mmood this morning but then today turned out to be amazing.. i went to danes ta work on a science project hahahahaha o gawd so funny. and me and him met up with zach meteshe i cant spell it but yea i duno funn . and then after i went to kristys house with her jen andrew and adam hahaha so much fun i love them i miss hanging out like all of us it was amazing omg tho holyshit like we were in the hot tub wow. i duno yea. i love them . hahaha partying wit them next weekend i hope ?! =]