this was originally to lexi on myspace but i need help so read this and tellem what to do. please : ) i just saw a really funny commercial. it reminded me of you and jen..considering how we always talk about them..well i hope you see it..the end was like. do the whiteout ppl know about this? i know. it doesnt make sense..i dont wanna expalin it.. when are u coming home..oh yeah saturday. booo you whore!!! its only tuesdayl i think i found a school? maybe maybe not.cebolla is out b.c my cousins gave my last name a bad reputation..so they got kicked out, and im scared if i go i will be raped. not regular innocent rape. but GANG rape. i know. i know. its crazy..sooooo they have to go to this charter school..where all u do is work and u dont have a social life..so i was thinkign of going there b.c get this, YOU ONLY GO 4 DAYS A WEEK FOR 4 HOURS!!!! and if i work really REALLY hard i graduate JUNIOR YEAR which means i go to college really early, but since im gunna b famous and not go to college i think it will work out..but my mom wants me to have a normal highschool life..so she wnats me to go to st.pius..so i think ill go there. i think..but the bad thing is. there are only 260 ppl in the whole class of 09.. wouldnt it be funny if it were 69? oh well. um so yeah, i have no idea what im doing. and my cousin wont tell me where she takes dance. rawr..i dont knwo why. i think because her friends like me and she doesnt want me to invade, but i dotn know it might be my head. meanwhile im pretty sure its my head b.c after all i am talking to a comment box. so i need ur help. come home. ur not here when i need ur help. either is jen. or emily. what do i do? UR NOT HOME U SKANK. come home. i dunt knwo what to do. this is scary this is my life on the line!!!!!!! who knows?? if i go to this charter school. i may have to get smart and i might become some scientist out in asia some where..but if i go to st.pius, which might be nice. i will get tormented by the nuns and the 17 ppl in my class. can u belive it!! its like junior high all over again!!!! only 260 in my whole year, THATS CRAZY TALK!!! its like there are only 60 teachers..wow and 94% ppl go to college, so either way ill probably be some weird smart geek who has a fetsih for sharpening pencils?????? what that cant happen!! so i think i should go to cebolla and get ganged raped. but i dont wanna be gang raped. so maybe i should just go to charter because hey. 4 HOURS OF SCHOOL FOR 4 DAYS A WEEK. i love it. or mayybe i could just go to charter for one year and then go to rio rancho b.c ohh another problem, i want to be on poms or drill team but i think the tryotus passed, and i dunt wanna get tormented by the evilness of them b.c lets face it if you not on poms or drill then your a loser. and i cant be a loser i will cry everyday and probably watch lifetime movies forever, which dont get me wrong i mean that might be fun, but since all the highschoosl are so little its not like SHS..so i will be ridiculed and i just wanna be on poms like i should , but im afraid i forgot how to dance..GASP more problems icantdothisimonly14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 where are you?? i need help!! what school? they will all make me a different life and i want a good life. wow sorry i just went on and on and on and on and on and on andon andon and on and on (thats fun to type) about random stuff that u shouldnt even be bothered by,, but i dont knwo what to do!! what would u do? WHAT SHOUDL I DO? tell me what to do!!! im so confued i just need to calm down..im so scared my life..ughh what do i do? come home bitch come HOME!!!!!!!!!!!! okay so lets see here 1. i saw a funyn commercial (an excuse to spill all my problems to you) but the commercial was still really funny and i think you should look out for it 2. I CANT GET GANG RAPED 3. i want a normal highschool but all the ones in nm are either messed up with drugs or gangs or they are either losers. which is mean, but im so confused 5. charter seems so amazing but i want a real highschool experience 4. i forgot how to count so this proves that im bad at math and probably wopnt be able to get into those schools 5. since the schoosl im going to are so small, i think ppl will make fun of me cuz im new and all, and not on poms, or drill and its a small school so there are CLIQUES/CLICKS which sucks b.c i cant deal with that, anyway..how michigan?