thank you for being there, thank you for being the closest thing to real i dont think you get it...im still here. why do i even care? why cant I just be happy... nothings really going downhill. suure, ive made some mistakes, but im learning. and so my friends are slowly dissapearing-but i will keep on living-right? something say im right. someone say taht i am right. becuase i need another voice, other than my own thats telling me im not alone-im not alone..no, i am not alone. and i need the heartbeat of a vessel thats true...cant all of you see- that i need all of you.. ::dont adore what is impossible::