well i like hw i can never stand up for myself. do you know what i need? an epiphany. last night consisted of absoulelty nothing but smoking. and smoking. and smoking. blah. i guess i dont really have anything to say, i came on here with the inititive to compose something but it seems as if all thoughts have left my brain. yeah so that boy. i dont even know what to say, nevermind, this was a bad idea. i make no sense at all. is everybody in?