i got up came to my grams. been here for a whiel now hoping the boi freind will call. Ive been talking to my X n he makes me feel sogood at times.. so good it makes me cry if thatmake ne since. im nto sure what im goni to do yet god help me.. i just wanna live a better life. Alex, is beinga huge dick n wont even talk tome nemore .. err i just hate life.. the day isnt over yet i hope it gets better.. byes! dear diary, when will life make since again! megan elizabeth