MmMm. Whats the update in my life, alot of sHitzas;), MmM, I guess im suposed to be getting jumped(if no one knows what that means tha tmeans beaten up maybe i guess shot)..i guess my X got me n it a fight with these 7 maybe 8 girls, haha, i dont kno, ITS MAINE PEOPLE, sorry this is goin to be the biggest thing in MAINE if i get really badly hurt, that is all i got to say!! neways, yah i almost lost one of my BEST FRIENDS becuz my X n shit, i dont kno its all gay !!!!! Long Story, i guess its cuz hes datign this chick n i guesstill likes me or soemthing ,idk, .. to much detail to write neways!!! Update on the Guys ,MmM... Me and Zach just got off teh phoen with eachother n well, idk, i really do like him alot, its just, i dont kno yet, .. i don think he wants a relationship, he is moving pretty soon but i dont know, he is so sweet to me!!! i luv it so much...aLEX- You guys kno all about him I DO LOVE HIM, its just hes way ove rin WA, n he finally told m ehe lovfed me n icried:( i just dont kno, i luv him its just, we can tbe together so id rather him be happy with someone that he can actually hold, touch, kiss n feel somethign to!!! JEsse, i called him today it was really awesome, i missed that kid so much, i guess he ws thinking about callling me today too, n then i had to get off cuz iw as atmy friends house so we didnt really get to talk , but i guess he does think about me:-D which im excited about but he still lives in WA:(. ... ... n then i called im back like i asid iwas goin to b ut his mom is being a huge witch, n said he isnt aloud to talk so i have to get him a ta good time!!:) ................................ I have to call Zach bak at..8;) so ill giv eyou the update, seriously i wish he wasnt lieaving in July but he is only going for a year n then he might come back or just move compltely, but he wants me with him atlesat, ik just dont kon...... .................................... I hung out with brandy after school today ya jitw as kick ass, we just hun gout n well, i called chris for her, he seems rally kewl, as a friend ONLY!!, hes too old not realkly but , ya know,, i feel bad for her though cuz she si 14 n he is goin gto be 18 so it feels weird for him,.. but he still thinks he hott* GO GO GO GIRL** I luv you, brandi.... ........................................ I called Moose n Sara up, cuz iw as so scared for being jumped n shit but im all set, Me and Crystal are back to being friends again,, err i coudl kill BJ .e rr i cant belive nething i ever cared for that kid, n well, me and moose are good, were just FRIENDS, dont worry people nothing is happiing.... JUST FRIENDS, n im glad we can be that!!:) , ,him hapy for him i just wish he would behappy,:-(..idk, im glad about him n his kid though*DNA TESTIN PRETTY QUICK*, if ur reading this im really proud of you be a good daddy like i know you can be:-* ....................................... SO CUNFUZED, life just is so confusing, i luv my girls you kno who yuo are n you boys;) Nothign will ever change that!!! ..... ...... ........... dear diary, i dont kno what is going to go on, im staying single i know that for usre!!