no matter how much i try i just cant say goodbye No no no i never had a dream come true til the day i found you and even though i pretend i moved on you will always be my baby! LAST NIGHT Omg.. it was insane, me and Sara took off to bangor right, well we were looking for people but like no one was home at all last night so we were just driving aroudn and shit n we saw these two guys so were liek haha , meg do ur thing lol so i was liek ok ok i will;) so these 2 guys were walking down the street right and right before they got there this old lady stops to talk to us n asks if we have seen this BIG WHITE DOG its snowing out and there is tonz of snow but shes lookign for a white dog im liek oo great im like no we havnt n shes like shes been sick for 3 days adn my knees are weak from taking care of her and i need to find her i was like if we see her we will let you kno do you have a number so she gave us her number her HOME number yet shes out in the van i think this girl was on crack or something! so she left so i was like EXCUSE ME to thouse GUYS n there like yes im ilke have you seen this big white dog and hes liek if i tell you can i have ur number im like haha sure n hes like no i havnt im like ok thanks n there like what and we drove off these guys were like probley late 20's lol Then we went n saw BJ n Shit last night also, before we headed home i got sara with a snowball in the car it was the funniest shit n the world haha;) On the way Home. there was a car full of GUYS so of course best and wondeful sara followed tthem and played lil head games with them in the car and shit so i was about 5 minutes laste but its all good it was fun lol;) TODAY GOT A TEXT FROM JOHN..Mornin Gorgeous Girl *that Made my Day N' Night* I woke up at around 7 am, called BJ to say bye jumped n the shower thinking i had a game which was for tonite i was getting my dresssy clothes out n was liek fuck i dont need them so i got my jeans and sweater and lil tank top and put my hair up quick and left for school Ooo n well ate breakfast of course;) Schoool was boring as fuck First Period- Chorus, well we sang our own songs it was a STUDY HALL so me candace and Jenna all took pics of eachother lol yeah weird ones, hott ones, sexy ones you name it we took it i danced crazy for this guy with the cam cuz he needed sumone to dance crazy so i was like iight ill do it;)so i did it was fun, n then nick came out n took pics with us haha.. yeah that was odd but u know what . it was wild n crazy;) Second Period- was.. a nother study cuz the GYMNASIUM was taking up by the blood donation people so we had to go into the library and be bored i wanted to do phys ed so bad and yet of coures not lol.. it sucked bad! i got o learn about my teachers and how they are on the sights that i am;) HOME ROOM was a drag, i had the worst pains in my stomach and know one had nething for me to take i wanted to cry seriously i really wanted to cry it was bad Third Period I had.. BIO, all we did was color Cells the ANIMAL CELL and the PLANT CELL lol thats it.. mines kewl though it all diff colors, and she gave us a lecture but i practiccally fell asleep lol;) Forth Period STUDY HALL AGAIN!! But this time we raised hell lol;) AFTER SCHOOL Err.. i shoudl have killed chris seriously, he quit the team so now we got gary and james and that is it, yeah our hockey team is going to suck even before chris left we sucked but we had a chance lol then him taking the front seat. ERR i wanted to rail him one and i dont means ex i mean with a punch lol* even though girls die for this kid* lol;) went to bangor so the kutest baby boy he was so adorable and his father wasnt too bad himself but im not even kidding it was the kutest african american lil boys i have ever seen in my life so far that is what has happend today.. nethign else happends ill let you know;)