Err life sucks... chris broke up with me cuz supbosibly our communication wasnet doing that well. fuck that i know its cuz i wouldnt have sex with him why do guys always have to be liek that. at times i wish i just gave up my virginity a while back:( .. I know its wrong but that is the completly truth!! give you teh update on last night.. Mmm.. I hung out with my lil sisters and my mom it was fun and then i got that phoen call:( life sucks i just wanna die. I talked to my X thoughso its nto that bad i guess;).. why cnat i just be enuff or neone?.. Oct. 9th- i don think i have in here i went to sara Ms Birthday party. It was Sara L, Sara M,Megan J, Annah M and LiL T;) .. we all hung out n then LiL T and Megan J left and me n sara and annah and Sara M all huung out went around town saw HURBIE;) and then went home.. went to LiL Ts; party.. Took care of her for a bnit where Justin L, Ryan W, Jesse M( liL Ts BOi friend), John K, Nick H, and i think that is.. if im missingneoen soryr. ooo yah n allison G was;) we hung out there fora bit went home i feel asleep wasching JacKAsSs with Sars LiL Bro. hes a kutie;).. n now i have no one that cares about me at all .. .or atlest for a guy that it ruely wished id.. but newyas. im outie.. nice life huh? i wish it was just end.. Byes! Megan Elizabeth