alrighty what to say, MmM.. still sick kidn of, ... neways, i got up, in the worst mood, didnt really get much sleep last night:( , neways.. . i went with my mom to VIP took her 1 hour and a half to get a oil change and at that time they stilll didnt touch her car, so .. we left, i was sitting there eating.. Sour Patch Kids LoL.. CraZy, killed the Taste Buds:) NewaYs, .. then we went grocery shopping i saw tonz of people while iw as there when i had a HUGE HoLe in My Butt::everyone say my Purple Underwear:: it was pretty kute actualy... neays, so we came home, have been bored all day, yah kno how it is.. N IM So ConfUsed, abotu BOyS!!! Alex- 4 years almost now knowing him, never met him started talkingot him on the phone but has been in love with him for.. about 3 yeras.. CraZie i know, i just dont kno about it though.. he lives in WA, i just dont kno what to think nemroe. lol... i just want him happy n he acnt be with Me, and i kno he loved Brandy and mayb devan, i just dont kno nemore.. how coudl neone love me neways! Zach-Lives in Camden,wants to meet me likes me but cant get attach moving to CT for collage in July, so were just friends but i still fell for the kid, hes everything i have ever wanted in a guy! Jesse- WOww, lets just say, .. we really connected well, hes great hes the best, hes almost as perfet as Love , we just connected with no pushing involved, im happy that Jay(his cuz) introudced us to eachother, which im so happy about'_ i think i already said that'_ neways, he might be moving to ME, and it woudl be awesome its just, i cant get my hopes up ig uess he likes me alot and i do to, its just im confused, i dont kno what to do anymore! .............................................. LDear Diary, ... help me ... I love you people you kno it, def you BRIT:) .. hoping to go to bed, lvoe you all n good night! (Megan Elizabeth)