well heres something fucked the hell up 4 u my roomies r hitten the road and leavin me with the fuckin rent and now all this fun fucked up shit goes down AND I FUCKIN HIT A CAR... first accident but what ever life is 2 fuckin short 2 cry over it.... KAN TRYTHER

so today just wasnt the best of days off.. sherry and i were fighting and nothing turned out good from it... i just wish that my life wound b so shitty...i try 2 make things go rright but some how i just made everything worse. now sherry is just going 2 go 2 her mothers and im not going 2 c her till after work 2morrow. man y does this shit alway happen 2 me. i wish i could b with some1 who just wouldnt fight with everything i try 2 do. i just cant beleive that things r going this way. it just saddens me that i have 2 go through this.:'( ive been so sad lately. im going 2 c my friends some time and theyre going 2 feed me. *sigh* well im off 2 bed cause i have work at 830 *sigh**sigh**sigh* night all

hiya ppls.... whats goin down???? things have been really good lately.... i have a new house... a new girl..... and a new job YES!!!!!...i now live in so. po. and i love it im on my own finally!!!!!.....well off 2 talk 2 every1 toodles

i feel so dead again... things keep falling apart.... i thought that it would b a good day but NOOOO i have 2 find out that i might not b able 2 c the 1 who holds my heart for quite some time(if ever again)...i feel like shit and just wished everything would stop on the blowing part..... i have 2 work a 7 tomorrow and im going 2 b feeling even more like shit... this aint kool..... y the fuck does this always happen??? i get 2 a point of bing happy(very hard 2 get to those points) and then ABSOLUTLY EVERYTHING goes down hill.... can any1 tell me that???? i dont think my eyes have been this brenched since my grandmother died.... i wish things would turn out better.... i wish i could disapear and b a hermit in the middle of the woods and died away from every1 and everything so that no1 has 2 know i even died.... never say good bye cause thats 2 hard.........C......U......LATER.....maybe.... neway :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( dont know if ill return cause its really not worth it nemore Lam Ka. Gedther Tim A. Dwyer to my love: i hope and pray that my heart will keep u happy and that u will 1 day find some1 better than i ever was so that u can completely forget about our days of happy and our days of sad.... i love u and will miss u greatly to my friends: i wish i could have been of more help and of greater times... i failed at both.... i hope that the days we had 2gether were fun and i hope that u may have better 1s to come....... to who ever cares: this is not a good bye note cause i HATE good-byes this is a "sorry" and a "have a better life" note i have never truely been a great friend but those who thought me as a friend were smaked when i left them and i am now appologizing and wishing them luck on future events.........:'(:'(:'(

ugh... im on my own once again... i now have 6 or 7 things 2 buy with the small pay that i get... 1st off is insurance($138)2nd is doc bills($100)3rd is contacts($90)4th is socks($10-15)5th is(a constant) gas(ne where btween $25 to $50) 6th is stuff 4 the moter(maybe $20 -30) and that(at its worse is ) about $425 that i wont even come near 2 getting..... idk what 2 do nemore... havent seen ne of my friends 4 a long time.... plus im going insane... over hungery happy 4 ne meal i can get... o well skinny isnt that bad... or is going from a small 2 an extra small a bad thing??... man im hungery wtf.. im off 2 eat some bread cause thats always SOOO filling

a nother day..... a new begining..... a renewed happy from the utter sorrow of yesterday(which was just a few ppl bing ass munches 2ward me[they dont like me at all...]) now that the whoole ordeal is over i hope that the thoughts of ending my life r gone...... i hope that a pink fluffy gorilla on crack goes and eats my enamies and plays darts with thier bones.... DEATH TO ALL WHO ANGER ME GREATLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....pink pandas r danceing on ur graves playing poker and humping ur tumb stones!!!!!!

ok so im not feeling 2 happy nemore.... life just blow up in front of me.... i just cant feel nething .....its gone. the happyness just left......the depresion begain..... the blades becoming very inviteing.... death seeming like nothing... life has abuptly come 2 a hult....... i no longer know what 2 do nemore....i fear that the end of my happyness will last a great deal of time now.....i know of nothing 2 say nemore but bye

i FUCKING HATE WORK!!!!!!!!!!!.... fucking 11 hours of slaving over fries and the grill.... I GOT BURNED 8 TIMES!!!!!...... and i dont get that much fucking money 4 this eather WTF..... god damn flying hores r going 2 fuck ur mothers cat then move on 2 ur hoes......ur dads going 2 grab a fish and calapult it at ur dog and ur sibling is going 2 get smacked in the face with it then come eat ur liver..............PPPPPOOOOORRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKK......................monkeys r AWSOME.....i wanna b a monkey MOOOOO

YYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY THUNDERSTORMS!!!!! i love thunderstorms.... they r fun 2 watch.... course u get blinded by them..... well i played some vidoe games (first time in a long time) and i worked from 11 to 6... ugh..... and i have work 2morrow at 7 till 3 WTF.... o well work is work it gives u moneys right......for my little brothers b-day im going 2 get him a little AX cause he is in2 those.... not that costly 2 get him 1 eather.... I WANNA B A MONKEY.... THEY CAN THROW POOP AT PPL LEGALLY....if i where a monkey i would live in a tree.... i would throw poo at ne1 who passes and laugh as they gag... well idk what else 2 say so ...... GAG ON MY POO *throws poop at ur computer screen* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH it is so unbeleiveably BORING at my house.... my little brother is a fucking ass hole.... he thinks.... since i pay rent i shouldnt b allowed 2 eat the food in the house.... how kind right.... whole day wasted on doing NOTHING.... i didnt know what 2 do.... i have no gas.... no money for gas.... i had no plans of doing nething 2day and it SUCKED i havent been this bourd in quite some time... normally cause im with my GF but shes grounded... HOW LOVERLY.... well i really have absolutly NO idea what 2 do so im just going 2 go 2 sleep

so im working at a fucking wendy's.... its not as bad as i thought it would be.... my manager is fucking funny as all hell....kinda haveing a shitty day cause i am unable 2 c some of my friends and i kinda miss cing them all the time ..... though we never actually did 2 much out side of skool we had fun at skool.... we scared ppl.... BOO... so im BUTT broke and i want a new sward but im going 2 have 2 wait 3 more weeks due 2 rent and contacts that i ahve 2 buy....i have 4 already but i still (obviously) want more.....i havent played 2 many videogames in a hell of a long time....rooms a mess desk is trashed...... hair is standing up on its own and trying 2 get away.....my walls r filling up with random things... well im off 2 shower.... WATERY FUN!!!!!!!!!!

lorgormith is the language in which i will some times try 2 perfect and speeck (at the moment thats not going 2 well) no i dont think i will tell u the meaning of ne of the words that i type in lorgormith cause that just wouldnt be fun HAHAHAHA reth korfusa