ok so im not feeling 2 happy nemore.... life just blow up in front of me.... i just cant feel nething .....its gone. the happyness just left......the depresion begain..... the blades becoming very inviteing.... death seeming like nothing... life has abuptly come 2 a hult....... i no longer know what 2 do nemore....i fear that the end of my happyness will last a great deal of time now.....i know of nothing 2 say nemore but bye