Ever realise what a dick you are? Then realise how tired you are of living your life in a certain unfashionable way? Today is my day. Waheyy aye... :D

The amount of self loathing.

The amount of friends who are not true to one another.

The amount of rubbish at home. .

The lack of course work I do.

But I can't complain. I mean for once in your life you have to face things. I know I cause a lot of these problems, and I am willing to face them now. Just have to grow up. I do not expect anyone to help me, like I said I need to grow up. Its not going to be exactly fun but hey it'll be worth it.

Doing extra exercise to help towards less self loathing about my body.

I don't care about the friends who are just in it for the thrill of attacking someone new each day.

I suppose it I help as much as I can the rubbish at home should calm down. *Fingers crossed.*

Course work is my own problem I have created and I am fully aware of that. Just need to actually complete it for once.

Time to take action, new week, new start? -Laura x