So can i just tell you all that the past 2 weeks have probably been some of the most fun that i have ever had!!! Senior trip was awesome, i totally loved hanging out with everyone and getting to know people that ive never talked to before in my life! that was cool. Then friday was senior breakfast//senior skip day! The breakfast itself actually sucked, but the movie pat made was awesome and the slide show of pictures and stuff was good too. But then me, mike, kenny, brittany, and lindsay headed off to darien lake for the day! I laughed basically the entire day! it was amazing! Brittany and i counted later, the 5 of us spend approximatly 13 hours together! hahah i didnt even get sick of any of them! Then came saturday...most deff the day of ball! Ive been looking forward to ball since prom ended last year! I was in love with my dress...not gonna lie! Craig surprised me by renting a caddy and having Mr.Mitchell be our driver! I couldnt believe it. I cried when i saw mitchell, why...i dont quite know. there is just something about that man. hes just awesome to the max. i dont kno how else to put it. But ball itself was amazing! there was some drama, as usual, but that didnt slow me down for even a minute! I danced the entire night, i tried to dance with everyone iknew, and i think i did a pretty good job at that! Then afterwards at kristens house was fun. i love her kelly and brian. This week has been equally busy and just as awesome! its deff senior week. I didnt think i was gonna be on a team, but i totally am. we are team "dirty riders" haha i love us. theres a ton of us, and we all slept at bris house on wed night and that was fun, and then we all slept at vickys house last night and that was even more fun and had even more people! Everyone is saying how they cant wait to get outta high school, but i'm not gonna lie to any of you. i'm scared out of my mind. i love high school,and i kno i will love college even more, but i just feel like i'm not nearly as prepared as i should be for someone whose life is going to change forever in a few months.

Its crazy that its been almost a month since i wrote in this thing. but about that last entry...things seem to be looking up! I gave my senior speech on monday, and i think it went well. And let me tell you, it was such a huge weight that was lifted from my life! Lately things have been going really well. Track is over. And that saddens me...but not really. I liked indoor, and outdoor was okay for a while, but i was ready for it to be done with. I'm gonna miss seeing all of the awesome people who do track every day of my life, but i'm not gonna miss the actual track part of all of that. School is going well again. Now that senior project is out of the way i feel like i can spend more time focusing on other things that i have slacked on this year. but knowing me,and i think i know myself pretty well, i think i'll prolly find something else to take up my time and i wont end up working on anything else. oh well. last night made me sooo happy, but at the same time made me sooo sad. All of my best friends were getting ready and going off to prom! I wanted so badly to be able to go and spend a night with all of them. They all mean so much to me and it sorta sucked that i had to drive away with dr.dan while they were all leaving. But it made me smile so much beacuse they all looked so beautiful and handsome. I sorta felt like a proud parent or something! It sorta blew me away to see all of them! But this just makes me more excited for ball. Things are deff going to be different this year, like the 4 of us wont all be together for dinner and stuff. But i think its gonna turn out okay, just like it always does! I'm also looking forward so much to this summer! I have a feeling that this is going to be the best one yet. And it totally should because it is senior year, and it will be the last time i will get to see a lot of people before we all go make something of ourselves in various colleges all over the place! Things will be good! :-) ♥

SENIOR PROJECT & SENIOR YEAR BLOW!

Happy Easter Everyone! I hope its awesome for all of you. i totally went to the zoo yesterday! it was pretty much awesome! i havent been there since i moved to webster...so its been around 8 years since ive been there. thats wayyy too long! Outdoor is going ok. i guess i'm just not feeling it this year. and i prolly should be since its my senior year and the last time i'll be doing track. but whatev. school sucks. i'm so sick of it. i've basically stopped caring. which is bad. college choosing also sucks. i got a scholarship to cortland for this really good education program. and thats good. but now i dont know how much i want to go to cortland. i went back and visited geneseo and i love it. i have til may 1st to make a decision. we'll see what happens. have an awesome day and week off everyone!

I feel that you should all know that today was the day that all of julius cesears friends turned on him and KILLED HIM! aka the ides of march. but on a happier note it also happens to be the birthday of the awesome Mark Hoppus! Ps. if u dont know i was/still am sorta kinda/slightly obsessed with blink 182 and he was their bass player. wahoo! Outdoor started this week and i'm super happy! i loved indoor and i sorta miss it. actually who am i kidding, i miss it a ton. but i love being able to see everyone everyday again. it makes me happy. and odez...man u can never get enough of that man. hes crazy! haha school has been school, slightly stressful, mainly cuz i've been slacking hardcore and have been making it harder on myself. but thats ok. i'm allowed. its senior year. and speaking of that, senior project. yeah...not doing so well with that. u could say that i might possibly be sorta screwed. but whatev. also! i got a wonderful call from claire last weekend, and it was soooo nice to talk to her! ive missed her a lot. and i plan on hanging out with her wicked soon. a lot of good memories were brought up in that conversation! i have some concerts coming up, or maybe only one for now. but i'm pretty pumped, i'm in need of a good concert! and its deff an added bonus that its gonna be super cheap...and by cheap i totally mean ONLY $5!!!! :-D I hope all of ur weeks have been going fantastically!!!ur all awesome!♥

I guess ive gotten too lazy to update this thing on a regular basis. Normally i like typing...but lately i totally havent. Do i know why...nope...i'm just weird i suppose. My dad turned 50 on thursday and so tonight we had a party for him. it also happened to be the weekend of a memorial mass for my grandma, so there was a bunch of family in from outta town, which was pretty sweet. but craig came over and got to meet everyone...and for anyone of u who have met my family, they're sorta crazy and could possibly be very intimidating when u first meet them...mainly just cuz u dont kno how to handle them. but it was fun. we did a lot of driving, picking up my sister and then driving my cousin jackie to some girls house in penfield/brighton. so the time actually spent at home wasnt a whole whole lot, but enough. right now i'm so tired i like dont know what to do with myself. i would really like to sleep, but i dont think thats gonna work out, mainly cuz theres still like 10 drunk people hanging out and talking as loud as humanly possible. thats sort of a bummer. oh well. i'm done, too lazy to keep writing crap that no one really cares about anyways. peace out children. i ♥ craig

It's February Break and i am pumped to the max!!!

These past two weeks have pretty much been awesome. I cant really describe them in words for people to understand how amazing they were. I realized more now than ever how much i absolutely love my track team and how much i'm going to miss them all once its over. and it makes me sad to think about, but all of the good times sorta cover up the saddness felt. I've also been more than happy being with craig, and i cant really descibe how he makes me feel. i love spending time with him and its just awesome. And in conclusion i love my friends more than life itself!♥

I sorta like these...and mainly i'm just putting off a bunch of stuff i should be doing, like all of my homework. but that doesnt matter! haha Appearance [] I am shorter than 5'4'' [] I think I'm ugly. [x] I have scars. [] I tan easily. [x] I burn easily [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [x] I have/I've had braces. [x]I wear/need glasses. []I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [] I've sworn at my parents [] I've run away from home [] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are not together.. [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child. Embarrassment [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [] I've glued my hand to something [] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [] I've had my pants rip in public Health [] I was born with a disease or imparment [] I've gotten stitches. [] I've broken a bone. [] I've had my tonsils removed. [] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [] I've had a surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. Traveling [x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [x] I've been on a plane. [x] I've been to Canada. [] I've been to Mexico. [x] I've been to Niagara Falls. [] I've been to Japan. [] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [x-twice actually] I've been to Europe. [] I've been to Africa. [x] I've been to the Eiffel Tower. [] I've been to Jamaica. Experiences [x] I've gotten lost in my city. [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [] I've been to a casino. [] I've been skydiving. [] I've played spin the bottle [] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [] I've been in a car crash. [x] I've been in a play. [] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [x] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [] I've eaten sushi [x] I've been snowboarding/skiing Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house [] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test/quiz. [] I've run a red light or stop sign. [] I've been arrested. Drugs/Alcohol [] I've consumed alcohol. [] sometimes drink. [] I've passed out from drinking. [] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [] I have gotten drunk with a friend [] I've smoked a cigarette before [] I've smoked a cigarette before only once and dont still smoke. [] I've done hard drugs. [x] I have had cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem Random [] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily. [] I have been in a long distance relationship [] I still am [x] I watch the news. [] I don't kill bugs [] I am heartboken [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [] I am a morning person. [x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [] I'm a snob about grammar. [] I am a sports fanatic. [] I love being neat [] I love Spam [] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [] I bake well. [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [] I like Martha Stewart. [] I am in love with love. [] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [] eat fast food weekly. [x] I believe in ghosts. [] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [] I am really ticklish. [] I like white chocolate []I bite my nails. [] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [x] I'm good at remembering names. [x] I'm good at remembering dates. [] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [] I am in love with someone that I shouldnt be in love with WOW...that was a complete frickin waste of my time. but thats ok. i have the best friends in the whole wide world...and not to mention a pretty sweet boyfriend. I HEART THEM ALL! Track sectionals = this weekend. sorta pumped...i think yes! ok. rambling is done now.

Hello all you lovely children! I can honestly say that my life has recently been kicking sooo much butt! Its been a while since ive updated, and then only thing i can remember is all of the awesome stuff going on. Since the track trip to rhode island, our team has totally bonded...well the ones who went on the trip anyways. And it makes me soo happy. It used to be that we would all hang out at track and have an awesome time and then go home and do our own things, but now we're hanging out outside of track and it makes me sooo happy! Like last night for example, kel and i went right from track over to kcs house and we just hung out there for like 4 hours! we ate so much and did pretty much nothing, but it was so much fun! Moving on to more fun stuff in my life! haha i took the math b yesterday morning, and i didnt think it was that bad. and hopefully it will be my last time...since i failed the other two, but that doesnt matter. ;-) Then me and my favorite girls in the whole wide world went and picked up scott ross and then went out to panera for some lunch, and then we went and bought some candy and then we went to kellys and watched a movie. i had a lot of fun...and i also love gummies! i think thats about all i need to update...but i just wanted to say one more thing...kelly squilla and i kick ass for getting up at the buttcrack of dawn to go to an optional practice this morning!!!! and all of the other 8 of u kids who got up. that would be what i call dedication! haha i love you guys!

Oh my goodness! This past weekend was probably by far the most fun ive had in quite a while!!!!! 19 of us went on a wicked fun road trip to Rhode Island for a track meet! We honestly couldnt have picked a better 19 kids to go! i dont think i would swicth any one person for someone else! It was just awesome! Friday we all got to school and ps our bus thing was like a mini coach bus! haha it was funnN!!! but it was about 6-7 hrs maybe to RI, and the drive totally wasnt bad at all. Sorta cramped in the leg region at some times, but overall wasnt bad! We all checked into the hotel and then went swimming/hot tubbing for a while before dinner. That was fun. And our room was very awesome indeed. It was Briana, Kristen, Kelly, Briana Deming and i. Briana Deming is an amazing distance runner, and she also happens to only be in 8th grade! shes the sweetest thing! I think she thought that the 4 of us were frickin crazy, which we totally are, not gonna lie about that, but i also think she found us entertaining and stuff. So i think she had fun! Saturday was the track meet! We were probably about a mile or so from Rhode Island University when we deff got hit! hahah it was sorta funny. So we just hung out for a while for the police and stuff. But when we finally got to the meet it was wicked crowded! but there were only a few teams from out of town, us being one of them. and i also think we might have been the only team from NY. But it was cool. It pretty much took ffffooooorrreeeevvveeerrrr! but it was a lot of fun! we did a lot of team bonding and team snuggle parties! haha that was a good time! Brittany did really well in hurdles. I think she came in 5th overall, which kicks ass. Both of our 4x2 teams had a little bit of a baton issue, but thats ok. THEN came dinner! which honestly was one of the funniest times! like i cant even explain our team in words. we're just totally and completely random and we're just amazing. thats all i can say! Sunday we just drove into providence and then just hung out there and shopped and such. and then was the bus ride home. which was bundles of fun! i spent however many hours sitting next to Andrew Ball! haha i love that kid! he is the most random kid that iknow, but thats what makes him awesome! so the drive back wasnt bad at all. and yeah. So overall my weekend was amazing and i would do it over again in a heart beat! So theres my super cool update children...read and enjoy!

Happy 2006 Everyone!!! Overall my break was wonderful! i love not being in school! like i can even handle it. its only tuesday but i like cant handle school already. i'm getting wayyy to lazy, and thats deff a bad thing. But honestly, ive busted my butt since forever, and the one year that is supposed to be a lot of "fun" is most deff not all that fun. its a flippin ton of work, which totally blows, and its just hard. stupid slackers! but yeah, i watched a bunch of movies this break and basically just like sat around and hung out. and ps. in case any of you were wondering i'm now totally addicted to desperate housewives!!!!! ahhhH! ive watched it pretty much everyday since i got it! lol but yeah, i saw a ton of craig which made me super happy, as always. and i didnt see much of briana which made me sad, but super soon i'm gonna be spending the whole weekend with her and kel and kris in rhode island which is going to be soo much fun! so i'm deff looking forward to that! Ok, well then kids that just about sums up...uhh...nothing really. i didnt give u any new information or anything cool like that. i'm not gonna lie to you guys, one of the main reasons for me writing this entry was beacuse i felt the need to type something. am i a loser? HECK YES! do i care? HECK NO! hahaha well i truely am done now. i heart all of you!

I dont even know when the last time i updated was. i have a feeling that it was a long time ago. my bad. HA! Hmmm...where to start. i honestly have no idea. i passed the MOS exam...if any of u care about that. now i'm a microsoft word specialist or something like that. so thats good i suppose. track has been good as always! and the trip to rhode island is gonna be sooo much fun! theres only like 20 of us going and theres NO SCHROEDER! which is awesome cuz they're crazy! but yeah, i'm excited about that trip! school has been schoool...but ive totally been slacking on pretty much everything tho. and thats not good. i got my 5 weeks and its prolly the lowest grades ive ever got. which is bad, but thats why i have 5 more weeks to raise them. or actually more like 3 or something like that. i dunno. Senior project is a pain in my butt. i havent done anything for mine in such a long time. i like dont have time to just sit down and work on it. and that stupid research paper! ugh...i hate that 2. i still have to reseach everything there is to research on my stupid guy. man! Alright, so i cant remember anything to significant that happened the past couple weeks, so i'm just going to jump to friday night. i stayed after to meet the deadline for yearbook and that was actually a lot of fun. we're all just wicked goofy, so it was a good time. then i went over to craigs to celebrate christmas early with him! he got me the desperate housewives first season on dvd!!!! that frickin kicked butt cuz i less than three DH! and i got him some equally cool things...like some awesome gloves, some pens, and a star wars:episode 3! i think he was pumped about all of those! and then we just basically hung out for like hours and we built a maddddd ghetto gingerbread house! ahahahah it was awesome! it was like lopsided and i thought that at any given moment the whole thing was going to collapse. but it didnt! haha my xmas eve was nice! i got to hang out with my dads side of the family and thats always a ton of fun! and then i came home got like 7 hours of sleep and then had to get up to open gifts! i need a nap. i got some cool stuff, a bunch of movies and other randomness! its been good so far! but i believe that i have rambled on long enough so its time for me to bizzounce and go do something with my life! later kids! i heart you all!!!

Apparently i dont update very often, but i didnt really feel the need cuz pretty much everyone and their mothers know about whats been going down. But besides the drama that found a way into my life, good stuff also found a way into my life. :-) I havent been this happy in a while, and its a really good feeling. track is going well, i got a personal best at the meet this past friday night, and that throw also qualified me for the trip to Rhode Island for the meet!!! and thats something i'm super pumped about! I find out if i got into geneseo on thursday...and i'm sorta nervous, and i'm also not totally sure i want to still go there. we'll see i guess. well kids, i'm done. peace yo.

Christmas is almost upon us...and that makes me super happy! We got our tree yesterday and that just sorta made it sink in that its coming! lol Have i done any shopping yet? NOPE! HA! but thats ok, i think i kno what i'm getting everyone, its now a matter of getting enough money together and then going out and getting it. :-D This past week was slightly stressful, but overall it was pretty good. We had our first meet on friday, and it turned out to be more fun than i thought it would be. I got to spend a lot of time with Ross and Cory and that was cool. I havent seen Cory since indoor last year, so it was cool to see him, and ross was of course his same old goofy self. I also didnt throw too badly either. 24 10 and 1/2 isnt bad for my first meet. Saturday started out pretty blah, i worked on a bunch of homework and my research paper for psychology and then did the random household chores like laundry and cleaning my room. but then later i went and hung out at craigs and we watched a movie and some random tv shows like americas funniest home videos and jackass, all of which made me laugh a ton!! sunday i basically worked all day, nothing too cool. but it was an overall good day. Thats all i have to update about my super cool life! ;-) haha just kidding, its really not that cool at all. but i suppose i'm done now.

Hey there children! I havent updated in a while, and i wasnt up to anything so i decided to update now! I left for New Jersey on wednesday, and i was pumped when Gmo came over! she had been sick on friday so i didnt kno if she was gonna be coming with. But we didnt really do much of nething on wed. We watched House of Wax and that movie made me laugh a flippin ton! hahah it was funny. And we also went to Lord and Taylors and got our makeup done? lol like i totally wear makeup on an everyday basis. But it was pretty fun! Thursday was most deff thanksgiving!!! We woke up wicked early and drove into NYC to watch the Macys Parade. And that was a ton of fun!!! I got some sweet pics on my cell phone! ;-) But we hung out at my aunt julies new apartment, and it was wicked nice! then we drove back to NJ and just hung out and watched movies all afternoon. Dinner was dinner i suppose. I like thanksgiving, but i'm not one of those people who goes crazy and eats a ton. I actually am not evev a huge fan of turkey or stuffing. I just like the mashed potatos and the rolls. haha and then cuz gmo and i are awesome people, we sat at the sink and washed dishes for like an hour. it was crazy! I think today we might be going shopping. but i'm not really sure. and then tomorrow we're leaving. I hope everyone had a very happy thanksgiving and got to spend it with the people you love! I heart you all!!! ps. JACKIE IS AWESOME AND SAYS HI TO ALL OF LEEN-BACKS FRIENDS!

As stressed as i've been lately, i've also been super happy. I'm one of those people who seems happy on the outside...pretty much all the time, but sometimes i'm just not that happy at all. Its something i should prolly work on, but i dont like it when other people are in bad moods and then bring my good mood down, so i try not to act unhappy when i'm around people. But i havent been pretending to be happy the past couple of weeks, i've actually been truely happy. And that is deff a really nice feeling. So far my weekend has been pretty awesome. I got to spend a lot of time with my amazingly cool friends and thats always a good time! And Thomas also won against CBA today, 34-21...which is fantastic! ;-) Hope all of your weekends kick as much butt as mine has!

yeah...so i ganked this from briana beth..:-) 1. Pick a band or musician. 2. Answer each question using just their song titles. 3. Tag some people to fill this out next. Band/Musician: Motion City Soundtrack Who are you? Monsters Invisible Are you male or female? Mary Without Sound How do you live your life? The Future Freaks me Out How do you see yourself? Attractive Today How do others see you? My Favorite Accident How are you feeling? Everything is Alright How do you love? Modern Chemistry Who do you love? L.G. Fuad Where do you wish you were? Back to the Beat How do you view others? Boombox Generation What is your advice? Truth Hits Everybody Well that was indeed a good time. ;-) Thomas won against Orchard Park on sunday, 39-14.Indoor started last week...which is awesome.I have training tomorrow for Petsmart! Nothing else going on...so yeah. the end lovies!

Thomas won against East last night, 17-7. That was really awesome. I got home from the game pretty late...for me anyways, and i deff didnt do any of my homework for monday. which doesnt even make sense, cuz i had time, i just didnt do it. and thats not really like me. this morning i woke up and i just knew it was gonna be a shitty day. kno when that happens, where u can just sorta feel it? yeah well, that was today. i had like an emotional breakdown. i'm not even quite sure why. there have been a bunch of different things stressing me out and things that ive been spending a lot of time thinking about, but i didnt think it was anything that i couldnt handle. but apparently i was wrong. i just broke down and started crying right at the end of 1st block, and pretty much kept going right into 3rd block. i just couldnt stop. it was weird. the rest of my day was also pretty crappy. but one positive thing did come out of today. i had a second interview with petsmart, and i got a job there. which is really cool. but thanks to all of my super awesome friends today, cuz its times like these where it feels really good to kno that people are thinking about you and stuff. i love you guys a lot. the end.

So...i kinda dont wanna sound like a bitch, but i guess i'm sorta gonna have too. I hate drama. It makes me angry. And i also hate when i try to stay out of things, but get dragged into the drama that i had nothing to do with anyways. I dont like being blamed for things that i didnt do, and i dont like when people hear something from someone and then automatically assume that whatever they heard was true. But, ya kno what? I'm sick of dealing with it, so i'm not going to anymore. I just wanted to put this out here, but now i'm done. Whatever the hell happened over the past day or so is over. the end. Oh yeah, the boys soccer team played awesome tonight, but ended up losing 2-1 in double overtime against mcquaid. which is a total bummer. i also watched the movie the incredibles, and i liked it a lot. its super cute. i'm done, hope everyone had a good night.