Ah pa-tooy

by littlebyrdy
Feeling: terrified
Im gonna fill the bath tube and lay down and close my eyes slide under the water and stay down until my last breath is gone... and then the only life i have ruined is my own and if by some unfortunate event they find me befor i go cold and bring me back i'll say i fell asleep... i dont have a nice body and have a sucky personality what is it that makes me even the slightest bit attractive? im mean honestly .....:(...the shit i get myself into....I DONT WANT a BOYFRIEND I DONT NEED a BOYFRIEND what i do need are just everyday ordianry party to the limit metal loving FRIENDS!!!!! thats it nothing more that FRIENDS! i hate to sound mean and im sorry if i broke any hearts. but all i want are FRIENDS because relationships are too complicated and quite frankly they scare me*looks away in embarassment*... "diamonds are a girls best friend", a girls best friend is something she can trust, can u trust a diamond? Some say yes but what about those who dont agree, diamonds arent always forever, but true friends are.<3 i hope you understand
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sry about the other one fdidnt know y i put tha i giess but neways what i ment was i lobe ya wat to much by giggles ill call ya monday
[Anonymous]
Hey, sorry you seem to be having troubles. But i love you! Purely platonically, but i still do! And ummm.... will you live also? For me? Cuz i wanna meet you, but if you "fall asleep" in the bath then i wont get to meet you and it will suck. and i dont like relationships either... so i wont try to go for you! hehe. i hope you get to feeling better. anyways, later, have fun!