Long Week

Listening to: Shut-up and Smile
Feeling: torn
Its been a very long and sad week with everthing thats been going on in this past year its a wonder our school hasent burned down yet and killed us all. You dont even have to know the ppl anymore and you still feel so bad u start to cry. It suxs! So Carissa's viewing and funeral is on Monday not sure if im gonna go or not, i think i'll just go to school while everyone else goes to say their good-byes. I dont know i didnt really know her outside of Comp Apps class and her reputation because she was popular just like the last 2(Eric, Tarik) and i dont think she would want someone she didnt know at her funeral. So yea.... Havent slept much in the past week been just so stressed over school and stuff and yea, so i came home today after sleeping through a many classes and slept for 4 hours and could have continued if i hadent promised to come talk to ppl. Yea well lots of other stuff has happened this week but i cant remember what any of it is so.... tomorrow im going to Denise's Birthday party i dont have anything to give her not that she needs anything cuz she has everything. o well and then me and her are going to Christophers(muahahaha) Eagle Award Ceremony on Sunday so we will try to behave, muahahaha ~Byrdy~
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hey like the change and what about the time that i speent with you?? huh huh im not that important for that nah just jokin i know u had fun;)
[Anonymous]
i totally understand narf....feel better...we need to really strap down on studying for permits..

*Peace*
Rin
[Anonymous]
hope you feel better about Carissa. it doesn't matter if you knew her or not, it's OK to be sad. I understand about you not wanting to go to her funeral though. I didn't think I could, so I didn't. I didn't know her well either. Hope things are ok. Byes.
~Belzy