I need to change my flight to June 26. So I'm leaving a day earlier now. I'm very excited to leave yet at the same time I'm also scared. I don't want to leave my seestar. =( That's 2 months without seeing her. We won't even be in the same country! That is not acceptable. I'm scared to leave her alone with my parents. That's hoping she still will be here. Wow my heart is beating incredibly fast. I'm so nervous & scared, I just don't know what to do with myself. Possibly crying my eyes out will help. I don't know what to do with this new found knowledge. It's eating me inside. Yesum, enough of that. Some happier thoughts. . . I really don't have any. ohh I bought a pretty necklace today. I'm happy with that purchase. I'm just poor now. I have a whole 5 cents. I need to stop spending money. Okay byeee