OK if anythign in the world could blow as much as this does then i dont know. Matt is gonna be gone until friday and he left yesterday and omg i am gonna die. I know that i prolly sound really gay and cheesy because its like 5 days but i love him alot and i miss him. He writes me and thats good but i wish we could call each other! I am gonna go write him a loooong letter! My mom has been yelling all fucking day and its driving me insane so i am gonna go to the pool later with cody.