I hung out with Kim last nite. It was really nice. I am glad that we are talking again. I hope she doesnt slip. I hope she never changes again, but it will happen, i love her so much i hope we will always be freinds, i hope she has a good life. Even though right now it migh look really bad. She told me last nite that sometimes she reads people diaries on here that she use to talk to so maybe she will read mine. If she does i just want to say im sorry one more time before i end this letter on another note i hope justin dies a slow, horrible, painful death. he pisses me off he cuts for attention is a fucking stalker and he is thee stupidest fucken person i know! I wish he would leave christina alone and i wish christina would come home. Misty and darren are thses huge druggiies that she is living with right now. fucken shit. I hate life. i didnt go to school today. mom forgot to wake me up. i decided to just stay home, i dont care if they flunk me. ill get over all this soon i gues. bye ill ttyl Jami