So Basically today all that happened was one bad thing after another until I got high haha then I was like woooo off the fucking walls :) but anyways I'm still high so I'm hyper and crazy.... I really really like this one guy hes such a sweetheart yet theres still ups and downs going through my head about him... I want to be with him so bad but the down sides would be hes still got a girlfriend and a big issue is he reminds me some what of my ex that I almost fell in love with but ended up getting really hurt. I dont want to get hurt no more I want to finally find love and be able to spend a long long time with someone. Theres so much going on though like ugh I dont know where to even begin but all I know is things need to start getting better for me or I will come to my breaking point and just give up on EVERYTHING and theres no need for that but what can I say the inner me is extremely emoooo :(
o well I will write more tomorrow peace<3