So its been a long while a good 5 months since I've done anything with a guy. The only thing stopping me was the trust issues... so I meet this amazing guy, hes sweet as can be and so adorable. Shit happens with us then I get bad news so now after having a broken heart for 5 months I see its just going to continue longer. When will I ever find that one for me I'm sick of being lonely and not getting affection and having a guy there for me that I can hold, hug, and kiss when I want to!!!
But hes not like all the other guys out there trust me I can see it now. Yeah everyone wants to say EVERY GUYS THE SAME... well no they really aren't I've realized that over a matter of time and meeting new guys they aren't the same at all. I'm just going to hope that my time comes soon to where I'll be with the one that I can stay with forever or at least be with for a long time.