Listening to: with this knife (smile empty soul)
Feeling: emotionless
this depreshion is geting worse and worse as the days go by. and i know around christmas and new years will be even worse i started to cry lastnight when i was helping lara and her mom put up there tree. thismorning i just didnt want to get up and do anything, but go back into the mindnumbing sleep that is my only getaway. and i dont think i will be able to get rid of this even if i get help so i try to get ahold of my friends but no one realy trys to get ahold of me which makes it worse. well i am rambling so im geting off.
love you all.
1 call me tonight.
aww.
add me to your friends list john!!!
_kristy
Love u llike a brow
Rachael
what are you gonna do for x-mas?
what are you gonna do for x-mas?