me its all about me

by maninspiderweb
does anyone know me????? like realy? for thoes who do know me do you know it all? then why cant i be happy??????? this is why. when i was born i almost died when i was 4 i died for a min when i was 8 i was molested in 5th gread my best friend died by christmas of that year i was deep into depreshon in 7th gread i started to do drugs and start carving into my self in 9th gread i had a feonce she cheated on me. arter that i came out of the closet, got disowned by my parents, tryed killing my self. 11th gread a nother one of my friends died of a drug over dose, then, i almost drowned my self befor prom. and this year alone i have had 5 people in my family die within 3 months of echother. and i am home less and alone. so if anyone can tell me how i can he happy pleas tell me soon.
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I guess I'm not really sure how you can be happy. I'm sorry all this stuff has happened to you. You can try to get a little ray of happiness by knowing that people care about you though. You have friends that accept you as you are and support you. That's more than a lot of people can say.
Hun,I can say that me and u r in well in the same state of minde.But You have me as a friend and that is all you need to have!I know the shit u have ben threw look me and u r realy good friends,hey u are my vamp brother!Also u have happy times with me too.So that makes up for a lot!Right?Well I think since I have ben your friend I have been mour myself than any time!So that should make u happy.Well if I hade mour room u could stay,but no rom sory
John, i know that things offten suck. there seems to be no hope for a bright happy future, and sometimes u just want to die. but this adversty is what make living life. if u pull through, i promise that there will be something good in your life, whether now or later. and if u do live, ur death will be a happy endever, something celebrated, not mourned, no matter what u beleive happens next. just remember people care.
ben
who died in 5th?
Hey thanks, and I'm sorry about everything that has happened to know. I haven't gone through anything that bad so I can't really say I know how you feel but if you ever need to talk to someone I'm here (even though you don't know me lol)