Listening to: Alkaline Trio- Jaked on Green Beers
Feeling: aggressive
So, I'm monumentally pissed. It's about Sean again. I've already said that I love Sean to pieces and I do. I'd do anything for him. And the fact that people are saying shit about him, really aggravates me.
Today he told people he has a girlfriend. They've been dating for about a week or 2 now but he didn't really wanna go telling too many people because then everyone would be going "omg you guys are soooo cute!" And that just gets annoying. Plus, if it didn't work out, well, that would suck. But I guess someone tried to ruin it. She's saying it's all pretend. Which it's not. But the fact that she says that, proves that she's stupid and can't mind her own business.
I really don't like her. I mean, I could tolerate her and deal with her. I even started to get her on my good side after she took Sean's side and helped him out. But no. This pushes it. She spreads so much shit about everyone. I have a source that's friends with her too. No names. So X (the first person) tells Y all of these secrets. X makes Y promise never to tell. Then Y comes to me, makes ME promise never to tell, and I don't.
But X does this every time. She is not capable of keeping her mouth shut. And seriously, if she's telling Y stuff, wouldn't she also be telling stuff ABOUT Y? And about me? And about Sean? Yes it does. It pisses me off. Like every bit of gossip I'm not supposed to know, I learned from Y who heard it from X.
Sean thought trust meant something in a friendship. First he was let down by Julia saying he was gay. Which he's obviosuly not. And then X decides to say he's faking. The poor kid has been let down by 2 of his close friends and that upsets me beyond words. Trust should mean something and anyone that can't learn to be trustworthy by now, should be castrated with the false rumor starters.
I mean, how elementary is this? People, this is fucking high school. It's not second grade where you sit around spreading rumors. We should be way past that by now. But then again, those people are freshman so they haven't learned the lesson the hard way. I learned it in 8th grade and now I'm good. Most people learn it earlier. But these 2 bitches (not Y) are so immature and irresponsible. And they like spreading around rumors. I mean, really people, if you wanna EVER get respect, don't be a backstabbing bitch. That just makes people like me, and all of Sean's other friends, hate you. I'm out. I need to go help my friend through his crisis that should never have fucking happened.
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