What a day, my god, i thought of cutting my vains again, haven't thought about it for the last 2 months, which my psychiatrist thought as "GREAT", BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT HE SAYS ANYWAY. Fought with a friend, classes are as horrible as ever, my mom got pissed off with me for this fucking school note, this girl don't talk to me whatever i do, i don't understand!!!!! last week we were great, yesterday it all started to go wrong and she hasn't even told me why. All she talks about is his fucking "fuckfriend" as you say, yo know these type of guys that think they are the best: "Oh, i'm the best, girls can't live without me, i'm so beautiful, i'm god's living image blablabla" WHAT THESE GUYS ARE THINKING OF? The best thing of it is when they ask them for a pic' and they take off their shirt and start showing how big his muscles are and, remember, put a pair of socks in your cock so it looks much bigger. Yeah, and she is in love with him, i don't know to laugh or cry :( Man, why it's allways me, allways, allways . . . i'm not much of a religious but i think they've cursed me from "up there" or something. I just want to cry or something, to see if it makes me feel better, but it won't. Even if i wanted to i can't cry just for emotional stuff, that sucks, aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhh. well hope tomorrow i'm feeling fine again. Migy