Man, yesterday i was at msn at 1 o clock in the morning, no school today :p spanish day, the only day i'm glad of being spanish. Anyway, as i was saying, i was on the comp and my best friend who's name is alex and is the one with the cigar on the right part of the pic (top_left). He told me that on saturday his ex-girlfriend came to his house at 2 o'clock and they had a pretty romantic conversation and without warning the girl told him she wanted to fuck him. I don't know if to believe it or not, but he told me the fucking story about he fucking his girlfriend and when he finished i'd never had felt so alone and depressed. It'not that i'm jealous of him, or have envy of him too. it's just, that those kind of things don't happen to me, i mean, i don't give a fuck if i don't fuck someone this year but, everybody i know seems to have some kind of luck, of some sort, while i'm here lonely and depressed, while my best friend loses virginity at 14, my other best friend meets some random girl while drinking and they are going out together and the both are in love and i'm happy for them, but i can't understand why does type of thing don't happen to me any more. I feel sosososososo lonely, i just want to cry or smth, life's shit, i hate it,i can't get over it, i hate my life, but i don't want to kill myself. It's weird, i'm sounding like a phsycho. Anyway, wish me luck, have two exams tomorrow. migy