i was doing bad things today.. thinking. and i started thinking about a specific incident that happened with the boy i was sitting next to.. and then i remembered how much the boy who was sitting in the back really cares about me. +_ why would i want to waste my time on a boy who didn't like me? but i thought about things that i've been able to keep out of my mind lately.. + it's so bad. bc the things are SO GOOD. uhh fuck it.