" Next time you open your mouth I'll stick my fist down your throat So deep you can't swallow I'll make your body hollow You will enjoy the abuse Because you've got nothing to lose I swear i'll fist fuck your brain Until i'm smiling again. " YAY COMBICHRIST! I swear, if any of you love industrial, I will send you a couple of their songs, their music is so hot. Anyways, time to blabber. I feel the urge to change as I always do, and that's okay. Last night, in one of my less sober moments, I did a personality test with all the real answers (as far as I see them). It said a lot of bad things about me, things that I have managed to keep to myself a lot more than normally. It's a lot harder to completley shed these feelings than it is to pretend they don't exist. I've felt that slowly the feelings of hate have been sliding away (with reason of course, i've been doing the best I can to keep myself mentally and physically content) but it bugs me that some stupid internet generator can pick out all my flaws in just a few simple questions.