Fuck starch. All these potatoes are mashing themselves in my stomach. Has anyone seen Nicole Richie recently? She is getting so incredibly gross looking, it isn't even funny. She looks like a balloon tied to a string... with a big ugly face. She's so bloody anorexic it makes me kind of sick to look at! It's called, eat healthy, bitch, or die. I got my hair done today, it isn't very big of a difference, but finally, it's a little bit different. It's nice to see, because i'm sosick of looking at dirty roots and such. Amanda and Todd are coming! Yippe i yay fuck! I'm so happppppy. I totally cheated on my diet this weekend. It makes me feel icky. I JUST want 140 by next week. I'm so sick of 143, 142... I just want 140. And I will do whatever I need to get me there by the end of the weekend. Fack. I want to be feeling good when T&A come down next weekend- or else i'm going to be all conscious as normal. Fuck exams. I have one tomorrow and one thursday. Free time is a beautiful thing, though I work tomorrow night- i'm glad I have friday and monday off. All that to say, I have to go work out and study.