I know that one day he'll read this... so it's here. I'm sorry sugarmuffin, I truely am. But we weren't meant to be together. I needed everything in a relationship that you are not. And you needed a girl that was less ADD and more you... calm cool and collected. I need somebody to run out and go travel with me and have spontaneous adventures with, and somebody who doesn't think I'm lame. We fought alot, and you know that. And I'm sorry how I broke up with you, but you know what, we can never change that, we can just change how we view the relationship, and how we feel about certain things. I'm sorry you had to see me sitting next to Matt. I did everything in my power to keep you from seeing that, but I wasn't going to stop what I was feeling in order not to hurt you, because unfortuneatly that's not me. And you might as well see it now when you are still mad, then when you finally forgive me, and then it makes you mad again. I didn't just rebound off of you, I slowly moved on. I loved you with all my heart, and part of me always will, and soon you'll see, that you are better off without me. We weren't right for each other, even if we did love each other, because one day we'd realize that we weren't meant to be, and the further down the line that was, the harder it would become. I will always be here if you want to talk, if you ever need somebody to talk to, or even play video games with. I'll always be around, cause part of me will always love you. And I hope you will someday forgive me, and talk to me again. Unfortuneatly there is only you though that can make that decision on whether or not that will happen. I wish you the best of luck in life, love and happiness. Because I know you won't speak to me again, just know that I will always remember you.