This is whats best for me for you for us... Or maybe just for me I thought as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. That fucking song. I still cant get over it. I thought that line over and over and over again. She pleaded for me to stay. I told myself no. Im sitting there staring at the floor. She is holding onto me crying. pleading begging me to not go. I pulled her arms off of me. and stared into her big beautiful green eyes. And then she asked me. "Are we still together?" I replied in a whisper, "I love you." She just shook her head saying stop... are we together?..." "no" She fell back sobbing. I stood up with out saying a word. Walked out of her room. Up the stairs into the garage. and left. I didnt say anything to her for over 6 months. And I used to wonder why she hates me. Ive never loved anyone the way i loved her. probably never will. but now she is getting married. and i am destined to be alone forever... just me my cigarettes and my razor blade. aww the only love i need...