On Friday after school I called Kyle because I wanted to hang out, he said he was in the middle of something but would be in my neighborhood in an hour and would call me. An hour went by... Two hours went by.... I fell asleep. I woke up at 5:30 and no missed calls. I go to Olivia's house and help set up for Nick's suprise party. A while later Nick and company finally arrive. The party seperates into 2 groups. All the girls (Olivia, Katie, Caitlin, and Faith) on one side of the room, and all the boys (Rob, Nick, and John) and me on the other. The boys and I leave and go to Toppers where we get Tyler. The backseat is crammed with Nick, me, and Tyler and Johns guitar laying across us. We go through the Del Taco drive through and I buy Rob food. Then we drive through Wendys where Nick gets food. We go back to Olivia's. More stuff happens. I go home and sleep. So its been about 2 weeks since we've really hung out (sitting in the back of my mom's car holding hands while we drove him home from rehersal is barely what I'd call hanging out) and I guess I was getting nervous. I spent all of Saturday fretting over my looks until I finally had to leave to go pick up Chris. We all got to Washington school and Kyles not there. So I call him and ask where he is. He says hes sick. I tell him to get well soon. I also ask if he noticed he forgot to call me Friday and he said hes been really busy with midterm stuff. An hour later I'm at home and call him again. I ask if theres a reason why I've tried to hang out with him 309743205 times in the last 2 weeks and he hasn't tried at all. He said there was no reason at all, and that hes just been working on midterm stuff a lot cause he really wants to pass all his classes. And I understood. And he spring break coming up so we will have time then. But right now hes sick, gah. It's weird to think we've been going out almost a month. I really like this boy. I just wish I could be around him more. Maybe someday in the future. In a week I'll have been a vegetarian for a year. Crazzzy.