i cant help the way i feel im sorry if thats not enough for you i neva asked to feel this way neva wanted you 2 go away i guess that its just fate i can only say im sorry for what i did and why i did it im so ashamed thats why i hid it and that it took place from the start i dont know why, i guess its fate is it 2 much 2 ask u not 2 hate me dont stare at me wiv distant eyes and then you ask me why dont ask me why i dont know n i guess i neva will all i know is im am sorry for what i did and why i did it i dont expect you to forgive me the pain i caused may be to much to live with and if u want me to leave then il go il grant you ur every last wish but lifes to short to hold a grudge and u know what i did will haunt me you know where i am shall u need me. . .