Waiting for that call.. It's getting closer to 6pm now.. Sometimes I think I am too aggressive. I feel very irritated with myself when I realize how aggressive I can be. Where did that other part of me go to? That part of me where I was comfortable not making decisions and letting the other person make them for me. Maybe it is my lack of social contact. I just need to get back into the world and communicate like a human being. And stop wincing every time I think I said something wrong.