No!

I am trying to keep myself from smoking my last cigarette. All I can think about right now is that last cigarette. I know when I smoke it I will feel much better, but I will not have any cigarettes left. I also don't have any money to buy a new pack.What to do... Damn, I gave in. Now I am smoking my last cigarette but at least I do feel better. I really hope that taking Cranberry supplements is going to help my pain go away. If not, I am going to have to find a clinic. Hopefully a free one. I only have two weeks left in the city and then I move back near my hometown. I really need some cash and the only way I can earn any honestly is to go to the Temp agency. It's a really hot summer and I don't do well at hard work. I am seriously considering swallowing my pride and doing that Temp work so I can at least put gas in my car and support my habit. BUT, I am having this problem.. Most likely the early stages of a bladder infection and all I want to do is sleep and drink water while dulling the pain with cigarettes. What to do..
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The first two paragraphs are also my general thought pattern everyday. :D
hope you get everything sorted. cranberry juice sounds like a pretty good idea; i guess just keep up with that and try to cut down on the smokes, eh?
take care (=