i think i am ill. its so strange, i make meals and dont cook them properly and put ingredients in that dont work. i lost my flair. words are hard to read, and i keep putting odd letters in them. i get a headache when i try to read as well. i just think im mentally exhausted. Im planning to visit lena next year. (past german exchange student) she visited me this year, so its only fair.Plus she is the nicest girl on earth.