how is it that my mom cant yell at anyone in my house besides me. if she drops something then it is my fault. it seems like if she is the one that dose it then it is still my fault. she seems to yell at me for no reason too. i am standing there about to do the dishes and she yells at me. at time i wish i lived somewhere else. i just fell like i am in a crouded room screaming and no one notices me. all i know is that i am glad that i have a bf that lives me enough to hold me. but he should we have been together for 7 months. well that is all that has been goin on with me.

Yesterday i found out that my bf might be coming back to skool before the skool year is over. which is kewl i guess. Yesterday i started my job at Burger King which was alot better than sonic bc the people there dont have such of an attitude about everything. My manager is really kewl. Plus it is a more relaxed enviornment so that is alot better on my part. As well as yesterday was the first cheer practice for next year and i am sore but i will get over that. But other than that nuthin really has happened. ttyl.

well since the last time that i posted alot has happend to me. i got over jordon. got a new guy in my life and his name is george. i know that it sounds like a weird name but i am really into this guy. i have been geting really pissed at my mom bc she keeps taking my cell phone which i pay for. plus she took texting off of my phone which i paid for that. but anywayz. i got a job at sonic at the beginning of April but then i quit at the beginning of May. so that is great. skool is almost out and the seniors are leaving and that makes me really sad bc i am friends with some seniors but not many. plus this means that next the seniors will leave and that just makes me even more sad well that is all for now. Christina

well jordon and me dated and broke up again. and its not that i am mad i am just blah bc he really didnt understand how much that i acually cared about him and that really pisses me off. plus he didnt give me a real reason either. he gave me the same lame ass excuse that me did last time and that really just makes me want to scream. i just wanna kno y!!!!!!

well last night after the basketball game jordon decided to come up to me and say that he was sorry and that he really cared about me and dont know why he broke up with me. plus on top of that he said that he would have to sort things and talk to me tomorrow. well today came and there were alot of chances to talk to me this morning and all he did was basically ignore me. ssssoooooo i really think that either he was just not thinking last night. the only thing that i want to know is if he really still wants me or if he was just pullin my chain last night.

well this friday jordon broke up with me to be with chris' sister. so that really sux. plus i got yelled at and almost got pulled out of the winter royalty game. by my mom bc she felt like being a bitch. which is normal. but other than that my wekkend was ok.

Animals Lyrics - All The Right Reasons :. I, I’m driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I’ll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain’t hanging out with me tonight I’m driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don’t know that you were missing She’d be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I’ve been kissing Screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we’re in You’re beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It’s hard to steer when you’re breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears By now, no doubt that we were heading south I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth ‘Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch I’m screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Look at the trouble we’re in We were parked out by the tracks We’re sitting in the back And we just started getting busy When she whispered “what was that?” The wind, I think ‘cause no one else knows where we are And that was when she started screamin’ “That’s my dad outside the car!” Oh please, the keys, they’re not in the ignition Must have wound up on the floor while we were switching our positions I guess they knew that she was missing As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing Screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple animals So come on baby, get in We’re just a couple of animals Get in, just get in Ain’t nothing wrong with it Check out the trouble we’re in Get in, just get in

"Animals" I, I'm driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don't know that you were missing She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing Screamin' [CHORUS] No, we're never gonna quit Ain't nothing wrong with it Just acting like we're animals No, no matter where we go 'Cause everybody knows We're just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we're in You're beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears By now, no doubt that we were heading south I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth 'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch I'm screamin' [CHORUS] So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Look at the trouble we're in We were parked out by the tracks We're sitting in the back And we just started getting busy When she whispered "what was that?" The wind, I think 'cause no one else knows where we are And that was when she started screamin' "That's my dad outside the car!" Oh please, the keys, they're not in the ignition Must have wound up on the floor while we were switching our positions I guess they knew that she was missing As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing Screamin' [CHORUS] So come on baby, get in We're just a couple of animals Get in, just get in Ain't nothing wrong with it Check out the trouble we're in Get in, just get in

well i am writing in my sitdiary so that way kelsie and jennifer will be happier with me......................................................................................................... i luv you guys

well yeah...... i am in class right now and i have nothing to do but sit on the computer and update my diary. i have a game tonight for the freshman that i have to cheer at. then tomorrow i ahve a varsity game at 7:00. then saturday i have a wrestling meet that i have to go to. thenit is my friends surprise party. we are going to go skating. well that is all for now. this is christina sayin peace out

well my schedule is full this week. and the last day of the semester is next week. and that really sux. and idk if i will be able to go to my friends suprise party this weekend. but i really hope that i do. i want to have fun next to all of the games that i have to cheer at this week. but other than that. its all good this is Christina sayin Peace out

i am a total loser! i need to take off my suspenders adnd quit being a drama queen!

well my schedule is full this week. and the last day of the semester is next week. and that really sux. and idk if i will be able to go to my friends suprise party this weekend. but i really hope that i do. i want to have fun next to all of the games that i have to cheer at this week. but other than that. its all good this is Christina sayin Peace out

yesterday was a snow day bc it had snowed like 10 in. that was really awsome. i slept in until at least 10:30. i am doing better ever since travis and i broke up. i havent really talked to him since then. but i hope that we are ok. well thats it for now this is christina peace out

me and my bf just broke up and it sux. but i think that i will get over sooner or later. people are starting rumors about me and that pisses me off to a point butin other ways i really dont care bc i know that they arent true. but other than that nuthin much has been goin on this is christina peace out

SHAKIRA LYRICS "La Tortura" (feat. Alejandro Sanz) [Sanz:] Ay payita mia, guardate la poesia Guardate la alegria pa'ti [Shakira:] No pido que todos los días sean de sol No pido que todos los viernes sean de fiesta Tampoco te pido que vuelvas rogando perdón Si lloras con los ojos secos Y hablando de ella Ay amor me duele tanto [Sanz:] Me duele tanto [Shakira:] Que te fueras sin decir a dónde Ay amor fue una tortura... Perderte [Sanz:] Yo sé que no he sido un santo Pero lo puedo arreglar, amor [Shakira:] No sólo de pan vive el hombre Y no de excusas vivo yo [Sanz:] Sólo de errores se aprende Y hoy sé que es tuyo mi corazón [Shakira:] Mejor te guardas todo eso A otro perro con ese hueso Y nos decimos adios No puedo pedir que el invierno perdone a un rosal No puedo pedir a los olmos que entreguen peras No puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal Y andar arrojando a los cerdos miles de perlas [Sanz:] Ay amor me duele tanto, me duele tanto Que no creas más en mis promesas [Shakira:] Ay amor [Sanz:] Es una tortura [Shakira:] Perderte [Sanz:] Yo sé que no he sido un santo Pero lo puedo arreglar, amor [Shakira:] No sólo de pan vive el hombre Y no de excusas vivo yo [Sanz:] Sólo de errores se aprende Y hoy sé que es tuyo mi corazón [Shakira:] Mejor te guardas todo eso A otro perro con ese hueso Y nos decimos adios [Sanz:] No te bajes, no te bajes Oye negrita mira, no te rajes De lunes a viernes tienes mi amor Déjame el sábado a mi que es mejor Oye mi negra no me castigues más Porque allá afuera sin ti no tengo paz Yo solo soy un hombre muy arrepentido Soy como el ave que vuelve a su nido Yo se que no he sido un santo Es que no estoy echo de carton [Shakira:] No solo de pan vive el hombre Y no de excusas vivo yo. [Sanz:] Solo de errores se aprende Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón [Shakira:] AAaaay... AAaaay... AAaaay... Ay Ay Ay todo lo que he hecho por tí Fue una tortura perderte Me duele tanto que sea así Sigue llorando perdón Yo ya no voy a llorar... por tí

there is just that feelings that you get sometimes when you feel like the everyone is abandoning you. that is how i feel. a friend taht i have had ever since i had moved hereis now into drug and shit and she is starting to turn agains me. that makes me feel really bad. well taht is all for now

i really dont know what to do anymore bc i think that i love travis but htne when i want to take a break for a few weeks i feel loke he just doesnt want to listen. he seemed fine with it yesterday and now he is saying ii better hurry up and make up my mind or he is going to break up with me. i dont understand bc i love but if he is really going to give me a low blow like that then i really dont know if this is all worth it.

i love my bf so much. i would probably die if i ever lost him. that would be the end of my life. i mean not to sound obsessed but i dont ever want to lose him. but any ways. i have a football game to cheer at tomorrow. and it is going to be very cold. that really fuckn sux. but other than that i talked to my old friends yesterday. they liked hearing from me after all that time. it was good to hear from them too. yell that is all bye.

last night i was up until 12. and i was just looking through my old pictures of friends from my old school. i just started to get sad and i started to cry. and this morning i told that to my bf and he said that well if you didnt move here you wouldnt have met me. and i know that its true but i still miss them and i wish that i was there still. but in a weird way b/c i want to be there bc i lived there for my whole life and then i move away on the summer of when i am going to be in high school. but then i want to be here becuz my bf is here and i love him very much. all i know is that i have to stay here bc that is where i live. that will be ok for me. becuz i have someone here that loves me very much, and i dont want to lose that.