so bacically life sucks right now. ever feel like giving up and letting go yeah thats how i feel. im over everything. my mom and i fight like crazy we used to be so close and we would talk about anything but everything is going down hill she says im disrespectful i dont care about anyone except for myself, my social life and my boyfriend... but thats bull shit. im at the point i dont care what happens my mom asked me what is she supost to do with me. i told her to kick me out i didnt care anymore. we have been talking latly about me going to El Camino and i think she might consider it which would be the best thing for me right now. i would hurry up and get out of high school and move on with my life. casue right now my life is pointless. hopfully this weekend will really help me being gone thursday night until sunday night. so hopefully everything will work out. im keeping my fingers crossed. but whatever happens happenes. im just so glad i have tyler. i love him so much and he makes me feel like im living for a reason. i ♥ tyler!!