George Bernald Shaw once wrote, "There are two tradedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire; the other is to gain it." Shaw knew heartache, as do I. Shaw lost himself... so have I. Who knew that when I woke up today, I would break someone's heart... let alone my own? I just ended everything with the guy I guess I can say I was cyber-dating. (I won't mention names in case he, or other people from YAHOO that knows who it is, is reading this entry.) It all came down to one word he said just seconds ago... "wifey." Will called me that. (tries to hold back tears) I just can't do relationships anymore because everything reminds me of William. I could more than likely take ALL the love ever felt by everyone in the entire world since this moment, put is together and it still would NOT equal the love I felt for Will... and the love I felt back from him. So, I'm gonna go cry now... for two reasons... because I lost Will, and because I have might quite possibly just said goodbye to the only other person in this world who could ever make me feel loved again in my life.