Well, Abi left us. She went off to college but I miss her so much! She was so much fun to hang around with and everything! Ace is okay, but it's wierd cause when I look at her, I see an innocent child who doesn't know any better, you know? Like, she's only 12 and it's amazing ... did I look like that when I was that age ... I think things like that and I'm surprised that I just notice that she looks that young ... I just find it completely amazing and shocking. I feel depressed again, but I was worse last week, mainly cause of Lucian, so now I'm better. Cadence