well yeah my title is in love and my mood is heartbroken doesnt really match does it well here... i was in love with this guy named brett even though we only went out for liek a month it felt liek forever! and ever since then he got a new girlfriend, wont tlak to me, and I CANT STOP THINHKING ABOTU HIM!!! i hate it it drives me to where i cant live with it liek knowing tat he is out there fucking another girl jsut drives me crazy! and liek yeah i knwo that i need to get over him but i cant i was seriously in love wth him..and well now that i said the in love part here come that... my brother is saturnmoons adn he is my rock i mean i couldnt get through life if i didnt have him and when he goes to college i might die so i'm writing this now to get it out... my brother has been idk looking or lieking this girl ..... and he is the happyest guy in the entire world right now everyday we tlka bout ..... and how much he likes her adn the whoel time hes smileing and i have never seen him liek this and liek when he use to liek johanna he wasnt liek that so i dont think he likes her any more ..rite!???...well yeah and idk jsut want somethign liek that liek i'm one of those people who fall HARD for people and i guess you could say i'm a hopeless romantic i like when guys think abotu me and when they are not in it for the sex or anyhtign liek that and i jstu want that one person who is there adn i can run too and wont jsut turn away when his friends are there adn hold me when they arent... but yeah i'm done thats my love life