.:START:. 1. Honestly, how many people have you kissed? Maybe 4. Only 2 of them actually meant something. I thought I meant the same, but that went down the tubes. 2.Honestly, what color is your underwear? Navy Blue. 3.Honestly, what's on your mind? Why are things the way they are now? Why did we never happen? Why am I all alone while you get to be with someone who treats you amazingly? Why do you get away with everything even though it is so painfully obvious that you did what you did. Why do I still care about you? Why is it so easy for me to tell other people I love them, but when it comes to you, the words seem hallow and worthless. Why do you ignore me and blame me when I've done nothing wrong? Why do I feel so out of place in my own world? Why isn't high school over yet and everyone gone so I can re-do what I messed up? 4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Reflecting and "babysitting". 5 Honestly, do you think you are attractive? I really don't. The words sexy and cute are wasted upon me and I have no idea why anyone could be able to describe me as such. Especially him. 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not really anything serious. 7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? If there is anything good to watch on. 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yes, I am. I am so jealous of everything you have. I am so jealous that you have found someone who can treat you so well. I am so jealous that no matter what you do, you get away with everything. I am so jealous that you don't need me anymore. I am so jealous of everything that you are. 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? Amy Rebecca Roberds. =] 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? I don't know how people can, to be quite honest. I have tried and it seems almost impossible. haha 11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? Yes. I don't know. He's unhealthy. 12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? Probabaly. I don't remember them, though. 13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell? With my family some time ago. I don't remember the occassion. I think we were buying clothing items? 14. Honestly, are you loyal? Obviously. I believed you over everything just because you were my best friend. You threw that all in my face, though, and now I don't know what to believe. 15.Honestly, are you in denial? Yes, yes, yes, yes. 16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now? I don't know. I really don't. 17. Honestly, do you like someone? I could never stop liking him until he is out of my life completely. Other than that, I don't know. The heart needs to heal. 18. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? Hhaaa. It used to be. 19.Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you? I don't honestly remember. 20. Honestly, what did you say to them? Can't remember what they said, cna't remmeber what i said. 21. Gone out of your way to make a new friend: Nope. I'm not really one who goes out of my way just to make friends. It seems kinda pointless. I also like things to just happen. I shouldn't force a friendship if there is no future to it. 22.Honestly, do you kiss and tell? Eh. Depends on who you are. Are you Rachel? Then yes, I will most likely tell you. .:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:. *Anger Section* 23. What do you do when you're mad? I cry. I throw. I scream. I also use a lot of hand motions. 24. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? Said things I shouldn't have. I don't regret them. That's how I really feel. 25. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yes. He told me so. 26. Do you swear when you're mad? Yes... *Crying Section* 27.when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? Show Choir State at Lawrence Central 2009. :/ 28. Cried yourself to sleep? Once or twice. 29. Do you still cry when you get an injury? Not really, no. 30. Do certain songs make you cry? Yes, but I'm getting over them. 31. What usually makes you cry? The memories of what we had. Not even just one specific person. Everyone who has ever been in my life and then seemingly dissappeared. *Happy Section* 32. Are you normally a happy person? On the outside, completely. On the inside? Mostly. I have my sad tendencies, of course. I'm a teenager. 33. What can make you happy? Amy Rebecca Roberds. hahaa 34. Does being with your friends make you happy? Yes, of course. I love my friends with all my heart. Even if they treat me terrible. *Self-Esteem Section* 35. Do you believe in yourself? Depends, really. i don't think I'm too good at anything. 36.When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are? Sometimes, but I'm usually flirting. hahaa 37. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, and gross? No. I don't think those things, but I don't believe it when people tell me that I'm the opposite.