I have never felt this free in my life. I am so glad that I no longer have a controlling freak behind me, holding me back from reaching the true happiness that I knew that I deserved. I no longer have to feel bad for hanging out with friends that mean the world to me, or freaking out if I say something because it might upset the monster. I am done playing this childish game. I am done of taking the blame when it is not my fault. I meant it when I said I was done. I meant it when I said this was too much for me to handle. You broke our friendship faster than anyone could mend it. The whole time we have been friends, I have wasted hours trying to help you; trying to better you. I know how much you are worth, and I know how good you really can be. You never let me help, though. You wanted to do things your way. You wanted to destroy yourself. You pushed me out the second you found someone who would let you do whatever you pleased. It doesn't matter that I was right. It doesn't matter that you knew I would be right. All that mattered was that you were happy at that moment in time. You don't understand the mistakes you are making. You don't understand that the road you are going down is hard and rough. You will end up hurt. You sit there and you belittle me. Telling me that I made you feel inferior. Honestly, that is true. I did, but that was only because you acted inferior. You raised me on a pedestal, and I took every opportunity to take advantage of it. I had control over you. Under my control, you were becoming a better person. You had friends. You had A LOT of friends. Then you realized that you wanted to have "fun". You wanted the old life, so you ditched me. I can honestly say that I don't like a single thing about you. I thought I loved you, but, in truth, I loved the memories of you. At this point, I can honestly say that there probably wasn't any truth in them. You have lied to me about so much. You have led me through so much pain that I don't care what happens to you. I know you are going to continue messaging me, but I have my closure. You aren't the person I had as a best friend. You transformed into something that no one likes. The little bit of friends that you do have won't last long when they realize who you really are. I love that I feel so free. I love that I am finally liberated from the torturous spell you had me under. I can finally say I am happy again. You don't mean anything to me anymore. Also, I don't believe you about anything. Nothing about you is real. You are more fake than Barbie. I hope you have a good life, I really do, but I pray to God that no one has to go through what I did with you. Goodbye forever, dear friend.